"What are you doing?"Bai Meili slightly tapped my hand. This woman was Bai Suxin's biological mother. "These pair of mother and daughter will be going to Red District."'Red District?'The two women were crying and begging. Asking for forgiveness, for second chance. Asking Bai Meili to be merciful and pity them.I was moved. My heart tugged at their pitiful state. I want to help them but then, Bai Meili said: "You have to harden your heart dear or else others will see you as a joke. And your words as flowers. Sometimes, you have to remind these people their social status. So that they won't forget.""But it's just a bun."Why punish them for just a piece of bread?"It's a bun today. How about tomorrow? My jade bracelet? My money? My gold? My husband?"I wanted to argue more but Bai Meili won't listen.She ignored the two slaves and immediately ordered our guards to dragged them out of the manor and sent them to Red District. "What's wrong with you?"I looked at Jin'er, confused. Her
Coincidentally, I was invited again in the palace. Li Cha really admired Bai Suxin. She likes spending time with this fairy-like person. It's unbelievable."Your highness, why don't I visit your fourth brother?""Fourth brother?"I smiled at her. Then Li Cha wickedly laughed."You go find him. But you have to hurry back. Don't let crown prince brother catch you or else, he'll get jealous."I heavily nodded.Lu Kai, Eunuch Xu and Jin'er were with me when we found Li Han in the training ground. He was alone. He looked so pathetic.Li Han was faking everything. Like how his bad posture can be compared to those new hired awkward soldiers. He's really trying so hard to hide his true self.Seriously? He is the male lead but he is not immortal! He just recovered from cold. Why isn't he resting?When Li Han noticed our presence, he paused for a few seconds then he continued swinging his swords. With more power, showing his anger and frustration in every slash of his swords.I walked slowly to
Li Han didn't answer. He only glared at me. His deep eyes telling me to walk away. Even though Li Han was a prince, no one even bothered to help him. The corner of my mouth arched upwards. "What are you waiting? Help the prince."The twins, Lu Kai and Lu Yi, my bodyguards immediately seized Li Han's arm."What are you doing? Let go of me!"The novel stated that Li Han has superior martial arts. Looking at him, pretending to struggle, I just want to smack him.Anyway, as of now, Li Han still need to hide his talent. It wasn't the right time for his protagonist light to shine until a year later."Bai Suxin, I don't need your help. Leave me alone!"People were starting to notice the shameful scene of the fourth prince."The dog prince!""He really is useless. He can't even get away from ordinary bodyguards. Such weakling!""Lady Bai is helping again the fourth prince. She is too soft-hearted."When we reached the Peach Blossom Courtyard, an imperial physician was already there waiting f
"Bai Suxin, why are you so cruel?" He whispered."Li Han!"In the next second, Li Han was thrown into the ground with my white umbrella. Confused, the weak Li Han gritted his teeth and glared at Li Rui. His pale lips tainted with blood as a result of Li Rui's punch."How dare you look at my woman?!"Li Rui was seething. The guards and eunuchs didn't dare to stopped the crown prince. But then Jin'er stepped forward, her voice came out loud, "My lady, you're shivering!"With that, Li Rui halted his approach and stopped caring about Li Han. He quickly went near me. Li Rui shouted to his servants, panicking as he covered me with his thick black cloak and providing me a new umbrella above my head."The fourth prince.." My voice laced with concern. It was a big contrast, so different at the way I talked to Li Han earlier. The mocking tone was gone."Li Rui, please don't punish the fourth prince." This only made Li Rui angrier. "Lady Bai, you..""Please, your highness the crown prince. He'
"I want my Mom. Mom. Mom.""You're not my Mom.""Mom.""Xin'er, it's me. I'm your mother. I'm here.""You're not my Mom. I want my Mom. Mom. Mom, I'm scared."I woke up in dazed. My body felt weak and I'm.. hungry. My stomach grumbled. So.. I really got sick just like how I predicted. Ahg! It wasn't the best feeling.When Jin'er noticed my tiny movement, she dashed to my side. Relief was written on her face nevertheless, she's still asking nonstop about my condition: where do I feel unwell, do I need this or that. She was really a handful.Jin'er passed me the porridge. Still feeling weak from fever, I ate slowly.Minutes later, Bai Meili came. Her motherly actions overwhelmed me."Jin'er, why did you put chicken in here? What's kind of servant are you? You don't even know how to serve your master. Xin'er don't like chicken. She hates them."Jin'er kneeled down and quickly asked for forgiveness. Seeing Jin'er on her knees, banging her head on the floor as she pleaded for her life, it
The day came where the male lead will be send to Tang.As a prince of the empire, even a bullied prince was still a prince. Li Han was given hundreds of soldiers as his guards, providing him protection until he'd safely arrive to his destination .The capital was bustling. The gathered crowd at the side of the streets. Because there's a high chance that the fourth prince won't be coming back, everyone was eager to have one last look at the "bullied dog prince".Of course, as the villainess, I should play my role well.The fourth prince's procession stopped when they saw the prime minister's carriage.I stepped out from the carriage, Li Rui came running to me. "Lady Bai, what are you doing here?" Li Rui was tasked to send his good brother to Tang. "I want to bid the fourth prince goodbye.""That.."Li Rui frowned, seemingly dissatisfied. He looked at me then to the carriage behind him; to that unworthy person inside, to the source of his annoyance. Of course, the inevitable jealousy
"Shi'er, I know Mom is wrong. I should've told you earlier. I just.. don't want you get worried. You're too precious and fragile. You're my youngest that's why you are also stubborn.. just like your Dad."I screamed at the phone, "You don't want me to get worried?! Then from now on, I'm not going to be your daughter!""Shi'er! Liu Shishi!"I stared vacantly at nothing. Remembering my last words to Mom, I couldn't help but feel remorseful. How could I say that to Mom?"My lady!"Jin'er hastily ran to me with her panic-stricken face. I almost stumbled when she yanked me.. far enough from the lake. Then Jin'er proceeded her usual routine, she turned me on my left side, then on my right, inspecting my body for any visible wounds. Back to my world, I was a person that doesn't own many things, nevertheless I studied so hard that I didn't even get a boy during college days and when I reached adulthood, I did my best to achieved everything I have. I was very contented with that simple life.
I quietly sat beside my parents. Five years in this world, five years of being Bai Suxin, I picked up a few things. The Bai's didn't even notice the difference between me and their real daughter. When it comes to calligraphy, music, dance and poetry, my skills were very mediocre just like how Bai Suxin's in the novel.The male lead and the female lead are now finally sitting together. A perfect picture for their fans. I tried not to look at them. I want to lie low for now. Today, Bai Suxin don't have a scene. Because I'm only here to act envious towards the female lead.The emperor, just like a puppet requested/ordered the enemy princess Chu Wanwan to perform a dance in the banquet.My mouth unconsciously gaped open. 'I wish I have my camera.'No wonder, she was famous and known as an extremely gifted dancer of the Chu Empire.Chu Wanwan enticed the crowd with her frivolous seductive gaze and the corner of her lips were slightly lifted, seemingly haughty.Her plum blossom-inspired C
"During his youth, my old man is prettier than Jiangke. My sweet husband. The love of my life."Liu Mei stabbed her cake, her eyes glazing over the cafe. "Excuse me. Liu Shishi, stop daydreaming. You never had a boyfriend. As in. Ever.""I'm married. For fifty-one years.""You.. you're crazy. Remind me again, why did I allow you to stay at my place? You should stop reading those weird novels. If you don't stop, I'm going to sue that author. He certainly did something to your tiny brain. Tsk. Ben dan." (*stupid egg: idiot)I pouted. 'This girl.. is really hateful.'"Jiêjiê, look what I got." I smirked at her. I raised my hand, kissing the colorful red wallet. Pay back time!"That.. that's my wallet."Looking at my wicked sister shaking her head comically, made me feel soooooo good. I giggled. He-he. I nodded to her slowly. Teasingly."No. You can't. Liu Shishi!"I smiled more, mischievously. I know how my sister love money so much. Compared to me who spend money like water; Liu Mei was
Wanwan said, I should cherish the memories. She said, I should move on and be happy because you're already in heaven.F**k that.If you're going to leave, I'd erase every remnant of your existence in this world. I'd destroy everything you had touched. Everything connected to you. Everyone you loved.'If you're going to leave..''.. Please, bring me with you.'Why can't they understand that I don't want just the memories of you? I want you; the entire you. Not just.. your shell. 'Please, come back to me.'If I must, I'd destroy everything to get you back. So you'll choose to return, get mad and scold me for being unreasonable.'If I could turn back time, will you finally look at me? If I was given another chance, will you be able to love me?''If I meet you again, then I..'What did I say back then to Eunuch Xu? Something about Bai Suxin being the most dangerous person I met. I came back. I traveled back in time. 'This time, I will protect you. This time, you can't escape.'"I know y
Some were sad with their ill-fated lives but I'm not. I want to detached myself from life; be numb and stay unfeeling. I know from the very beginning that Mother hated me as she hated Father Emperor. Mother won't let me forget that fact— by giving me the bitter congee every night."I want to be a good person for my son. I also want to be a good mother. But Your Majesty took everything away from me. You are the one who made me a monster!"All the servants looked at us with their condemning eyes. They didn't bother concealing netheir their profound contempt to Mother nor their pitiful gazes to me."You told me, if I give birth to your child, Your Majesty will spare Yichen's life. Yet in the end, you still ordered his assassination!" Mother kneeled infront of Father Emperor, laughing and crying at the same time.I heard from the servants, before Mother became one of the thousand beauties by Father Emperor's side, she used to have a fiance but that person died because of father."Who do y
Warning: Reader discretion is advised.——His Highness Nan King made no further movement that's when I realized, he was waiting for a response. I let go of the blanket and gently held his idol-type face. I can't really pushed the male lead in the chest or shoulders, he's wounded."A kiss.""Just one kiss. You need time to heal."Li Han closed his eyes; when he opened them again, there was a mysterious glint in them."I understand, wife. A kiss."Just imagine the surprise look I made when I heard the dog prince agreed. 'What is he saying with that puppy expression?' It makes me want to pat him again. 'See? The male lead is reasonable? What a cute puppy.' That's.. what I thought and I was damn.. wrong.I was never been this wrong because if I can, I'll slap myself and push my dumb self to the cliff. He lied! No matter how cute he is, Li Han is still a dog! I should've known, that this will happen. It's a scam!'Bad dog! Bad dog!' *Wahhh!!When Li Han shoved his tongue inside my mouth,
As a matter of fact, I really don't have any idea on how to act infront of the male lead. I mean.. now the story has long changed its course, I was unsure if should I still act as a bully to him or what?Looking at the male lead puppy appearance, I can't bear to. I feel like I'm executing an animal abuse. (*lol)"Suxin? Is that you?""Your Highness—""No. Call my name. Call me by my name. Tell me, it's you. Please.."'Li Han..' I bit my tongue, his name almost escape my lips. "Prove it to me. Prove it to me that you're Bai Suxin. Please..""Though, this must be another dream; can you.. just let me deceive myself for once?"'What is he saying?'"Li Han, why are you crying? Stop. I said, stop."I stretched out my hands. As my fingers touched the tears on his cheeks, I hardened my heart and scolded him: "Don't cry. Don't you dare cry for me."I closed my eyes in frustration, unable to understand what's happening right now. But I was certain that he's cornering me. I know that there were
Alarmed by what I'm hearing; I took a step back, instinctively pushing the emperor away from me in the process.We looked at each other, both had a shock expression in our faces. When he recovered, Li Rui stretched his hand towards me again. "Lady Bai, I..""Your Majesty!"Bai Yan with red eyes and her glamorous red dress approached us. She glanced at me in angry manner; I gulped.'What duck-sh!t scene is this?!'This is the Prince Palace, so why are you people keep coming here? Disturbing this villainess peaceful life as an abandoned wife. Stop bringing this villainess a dog drama!"Greetings to Her Highness The Empress." I saluted.'Bai Yan, it's not what you think it is. You're not wearing a green-hat. Believe me.'"An important letter came from the Nan Army."After reading the said letter; Li Rui stood there silently with a complicated expression on his face.Bai Yan smirked. "I suggest to let the Nan Queen depart immediately."Just like that, I was thrown to my mortal enemy.. the
"Worship the heaven, earth and the ancestors."That moment when you talk sh*t and have to eat your own words. (ཀ ∧ ཀ )"First kowtow for harmony."Red symbolizes good luck, happiness and prosperity. Well, marrying the male lead, I.. highly doubt that. Oh dear, aside from PTSD.. starting that day, I also think, I'm having an erythrophobia (*fear of color red)."Second kowtow to the heaven and the earth."Don't asked me why I didn't run away because I sincerely tried numerous times and failed miserably. The Bai couple locked me up in my own bedchamber for a month before the wedding day."Third kowtow to each other."Just like that, I became a married woman. At the young age of fifteen, the duck villainess married the dog male lead who suffers a facial paralysis.After the wedding ceremony, I don't know if I should be grateful or what when the male lead received an imperial edict by Emperor Li Hai, ordering him to immediately depart to the Southern Border.I think that day, my soul left
"The lady must've like the Dog Prince that's why she's helping him every time."Heaven ah! I never felt so offended like this before. Ever! I wanted to slapped them with my mêimäô. (*veil hat)My eyes squinted at the people in the next table and looked at them like they have five heads? Are you.. freaking serious? I'm helping the male lead because it's what written in the plot, that's all."They must be in a secret relationship."*cough*cough* I never thought that I'd die the second time.. by choking on noodles. 'What relationship? Ill-fated relationship?'Jin'er lightly tapped my back while passing me a glass of water. "Slowly, my lady."Like my life was depended on it, I gulped the water rapidly to force the food down, then I heard them say again: "The Crown Princess candidate must've seduced the Dog Prince."Oh God Lord, jiū jiū wō! (*help me)"My lady!" Jin'er was holding my whole arm, apparently restraining me."Don't stop me Jin'er. I'm going to fight them." I gritted my teeth i
I really don't know what to feel. This was already my second transmigration to this sadomasochistic novel, so of course, I already know my way around here. I was less desperate and had less doubts. I was braver this time.The history was already written. My regrets from my first transmigration, I don't want to make them the second time.I put meticulous attention to each details of the original plot; I promised to myself that I won't make the same mistakes I made before and planned to make good decisions on my own without errors.'Jayo!'"Crown prince brother, stop staring at Lady Bai. Hmp."I couldn't help but smile thinking that this bratty little seventh princess tried to protect this villainess until the end. She's really a good friend.'I'm afraid to leave you here. Come with me to Du Empire. I will protect you there.'Li Cha linked her arms with me; fluttered her long eyelashes as she taunted her little victory to her older brother. I sighed at the two, watching them bickering