I quietly sat beside my parents. Five years in this world, five years of being Bai Suxin, I picked up a few things.
The Bai's didn't even notice the difference between me and their real daughter. When it comes to calligraphy, music, dance and poetry, my skills were very mediocre just like how Bai Suxin's in the novel.The male lead and the female lead are now finally sitting together. A perfect picture for their fans.I tried not to look at them. I want to lie low for now. Today, Bai Suxin don't have a scene. Because I'm only here to act envious towards the female lead.The emperor, just like a puppet requested/ordered the enemy princess Chu Wanwan to perform a dance in the banquet.My mouth unconsciously gaped open. 'I wish I have my camera.'No wonder, she was famous and known as an extremely gifted dancer of the Chu Empire.Chu Wanwan enticed the crowd with her frivolous seductive gaze and the corner of her lips were slightly lifted, seemingly haughty.Her plum blossom-inspired Chinese dress was fluttering around the stage. Every graceful movements were smooth and beautiful. Sharp yet gentle. Controlled and balanced.Chu Wanwan's sword dance was absolutely magical and fascinating.On cue, at the end of the performance, everyone began smiling, clapping and cheering for the female lead especially the emperor. He even gave a reward to Chu Wanwan, a jade hairpin which signifies her unyielding royal status in the current monarch despite being a prisoner princess."Ehem." I quickly composed myself, knitted my eyebrows and showed an envious expression. 'I tried okay. This is my envious look; pouting and squinting my eyes into chopsticks.'However, I was stunned when my eyes accidentally collided with Li Han's. I immediately realized the distinct changes of those familiar eyes. They became more dark and enigmatic, more unsettlingly deep and penetrating.More.. menacing..Alarmed, I gulped and looked away. 'Why is he looking at me like I owe him a thousand yuan ah?' I cried inside. I want this banquet to end.'I want to go home! Mom, I'm scared.'"Fourth Brother, let me give you a toast to congratulate you in your victory."The night ended peacefully. Nothing was amiss. My mind somewhat feel at ease thinking that all was going well just like how it was in the novel.I dismissed Jin'er for the night. I lied down to prepare myself to sleep. As soon as I closed my eyes, someone put a hard and rough hand over my mouth. My eyes instantly snapped open and tried to scream but failed.I was terrified.The dim light from the candles were enough for me to recognize the dangerous man on top of me.Li Han leaned forward. His tremendous figure wildly occupied my whole bed."Li- hmn..sto-.""Help!"My weak hands trying to push him were totally ignored by him. Frightened, I began to cry. My sobs muffled as he continued to slaughter my neck and clavicle with hard kisses. While his other hand on my small waist, his long strong legs were imprisoning mine in place, preventing me from struggling."Hel-.."The usual glare of Li Han was now thickly coated with extreme sexual lust and desire. His predatory eyes were obviously starving. His kisses were hard, punishing and full of resentment.'Jin'er! Help me! Somebody!'I gasped when Li Han fiercely bit the soft flesh on my shoulder and neck, as if he's savagely getting back at me after all those remarks and bullying he suffered because of me."It's too late."I could hear his heavy breathing as he buried his face at the crook of my neck."I told you, once I return, I'll chew you all up." His husky hoarse voice threatened.Then Li Han slowly removed himself from me. Perhaps due to fear and shock, I can't even find myself to speak."Wait for me."I watched him opened my window and fled through the night. And just like that, my world began to shambles.—Few days later, the Astrology department issued an outrageous statement; that a new five-clawed dragon would arise and dominate the empire. This new monarch would bring wealth, prosperity and happiness in the land and he will successfully unite the four warring state: Chu, Du, Tang and Li.This controversial statement shocked the capital. People assumed that this new dragon will be the infamous 'Nan King.'"Just like in the novel.."Because it wasn't a secret that the health of Emperor Li Hai was declining. The imperial physicians were almost living in the Emperor's Palace. They were on standby for twenty-four hours, attending to the sick monarch.A silent storm was brewing up inside the grand palace.Evidences of corruptions were even discovered by the Ministry of Justice. Since the male lead came back, with his ruthlessly effective leadership and with the help of his trusted generals and allies, the candidate princes, one by one were eliminated to fight for the throne.And because of the new dragon rumor, some princes were alarmed so they impulsively plotted a coup d'eta. Unfortunately, they were mercilessly executed in a flash, including the Crown Prince Li Rui."Li Rui.."White lotus is called nobleness of flower. It symbolizes purity and elegance; love and beauty. The flower of unwavering faith and rebirth."Li Rui.."My hands were still gripping the white lotus hairpin in which the crown prince had gifted to me years ago.His last promise.. His regrets.."Suxin.."
"My lady.. Suxin.."Images of him being executed filled my mind; haunting me in my waking hours; plaguing my soul of his tears. My heart ached for the crown prince.'Forgive me.' I prayed.The other princes were imprisoned, if not, they were banished outside the capital and were ordered to never return.The people who were killed, imprisoned and banished, some of them were familiar and became closer to me in these past five years.I learned my lesson. I am not allowed to interfere or change anything in the novel.Or else, things will go awry.Five years ago, due to my interference, I insisted Bai Meili to postpone the trip to Yanyi Temple. As a result, it changed her fate and the people around me.Bai Meili was supposed to die that year in a carriage accident on her way to Yanyi Temple. That time, I was reckless. Too simple-minded. Too soft-hearted and thought I have save a life.I didn't know that I traded someone's lives with hers. 'Two innocent lives.'Due to the fact that she didn't die, two weeks later, when Mingle was caught red handed by stealing a bun, Bai Meili ordered Mingle and her mother to be send to Red District causing them to suicide.In the novel, after Bai Meili's death, the cruelty to the slaves in the manor has stopped. The pair of mother and daughter don't need to steal a bun because of hunger. Mingle was supposed to lived, meet and soon marry his true love. Her husband-to-be, a nobleman wa
"Since the banquet, I can't seem to forget the outstanding talent of the Chu Princess.""What's outstanding about that? She only knows how to seduce men.""Seduce?" In a fake way, I showed a shock expression."That barbaric princess is now just a pitiful commoner. Nothing compared to our pure-hearted Lady Bai." Li Cha sneered.Suddenly we heard laughters nearby."Who's there?!"One of Li Cha's maid whispered to her, "It's the Commoner, Your Highness."When Chu Wanwan and her maids saw us, they stopped laughing and hastily saluted us. She's a commoner now, but she still has maids? This only proves her unyielding position in the palace."Greetings to Princess of Laoyang."Chu Wanwan was wearing a beautiful pink hanfu. There was no difference on her clothing to a noble like me. When Li Cha walked forward to slap her, Chu Wanwan was so shock. She stood frozen. "Ha! You don't even know the proper etiquette to greet an imperial princess?""Miss Chu, you should say, 'Commoner Chu Wanwan gre
My mouth opened. I stammered; "Y-your Highness."Eyes straight ahead, Li Han walked forward with an indifferent expression, "Hold tight if you don't want to fall."My eyes brimmed with unshed tears. And perhaps due to pain or melancholy, I hid my face to his wide chest. I remember Mom, whenever I got injured or sad, Mom will hurriedly travel eight hours to the city to comfort me.Acting spoiled, "It hurts."I felt his body stiffened, "I'm here."After few minutes, we reached the Qixiang Palace. Concubine Zhi was shocked when she saw his son carrying a woman."Han'er, what happened to Lady Bai?"Li Cha interrupted, "It's that Commoner's fault.""Wh-what?!""Call the imperial physician!" Li Han's voice boomed, obviously annoyed. All hearts jumped, especially mine. Scared me to death!Li Han gently placed me in the soft chair, "Th-thank you."My head was in disarray. I don't know what to think first; my injury or the unexpected outcome of today's scene? 'What's happening, Author-san?'Mi
"What do you mean, Your Highness?" I almost sighed when the male lead released my chin.But then, the moment Li Han lowered his eyes, he suddenly grabbed my hand. Noticing the scar, Li Han took my hand to his face, inspecting it more closely. I don't even dare to breathe.I watched how the corner of his lips little by little, formed a victorious smile. The hair on my neck stood on end as he let out a melodic cackle of laugh. Li Han laughed so hard as if he discovered something precious or as if he heard something very hilarious.When Li Han stopped laughing like a bipolar person, there was the sudden chills like I was in a horror movie. 'Mom, he's scaring me!'Li Han stared at me as he leaned forward. He had now, a sly grin on his handsome face. "Bai Suxin."I can only stood frozen like a clueless duck. The male lead carefully stretched my index finger, then slowly seized it into his mouth.I gasped."I told you, I'm going to chew you all up."My eyes widened. Alarm bells were ringin
I ordered Lu Yi to give two silvers and his horse to the two gentlemen.Before the carriage began to move again, I heard one of them shouted, "Thank you, my lady. We will be forever be indebted to you."It's not easy being the two-faced Bai Suxin. Actually, it's tiring to be her and I went out of character sometimes. Dear Lord! I'm human. Sometimes my lips slipped and accidentally spat a 'curse' which a big taboo for women in this era. 'A big no-no! Pei! Your father!'I remembered the comical and jaw-drop expression of Jin'er when she first heard me cursed. It was a funny sight! She looked like she's gonna faint or as if she's carrying the world upon her shoulders.Jin'er insisted to let me wear the white-transparent clothing on my face whenever we go out of the manor. As an ancient Chinese woman, I must be reserve and can't just show my face to the public. Honestly, it was so bothersome. I'm not even a beauty. No need to cover this plain face people.As I bear a noble status, I must
Chu Wanwan was now as pale as ghost. She looked so shock. Standing at the edge of the lake, no one noticed that I intentionally shoved her back to the ground and let myself fall into the frozen lake."Lady Bai!""Someone help! Lady Bai is in the water!""My lady!"I pretended to struggle against the water. I was flailing my arms, "He-Help! Help!" Inside my head, I was cursing nonstop. The water was so cold. It's killing me!"Help!" To be more convincing, I held my breath, letting myself submerged into the water for few seconds. I must overcome my breathing reflex. Must not run out of breath under water. One. Two. Three. My forehead creased. I opened my eyes, looking around in the dark water. 'Where the heck is my savior?!'This near-death scheme of Bai Suxin was not very smart. Now, I am the one who's suffering!I squinted my eyes, noticing a shadow swimming towards me. 'You're late, Lu Kai!' After this scene, I'm going to deduct my bodyguard's salary for this month. I angrily took
Let's forget about the kiss.It's not really considered a kiss. The male lead did that to saved me. And about the other night, he did that to.. expressed his resentment, right?'Don't panic, Liu Shishi. Don't panic. Deep breath.'"My lady, please walk slowly. You're still not well."When we reached the Zhongcui Palace, the seventh princess was supervising the punishment of the female lead. Chu Wanwan was lying on her front in a wooden long chair. There were eunuchs on both of side, with heavy wooden bars on their hands.I saluted. "Greetings to the Princess of Laoyang and His Highness Nan King." I softened my voice. "Your Highnesses, please don't punish Miss Chu.""Lady Bai, you.. Why are you here?" Li Cha frowned. Then she glanced to her side– to his silent fourth brother, Li Han. She angrily pointed her finger to the female lead. "This vixen tried to hurt you. It's the second time. She must be punish severely!"I said lightly, "It's just a misunderstanding, Your Highness. It's not he
After Li Han send me be back to Yongshou Palace, he stayed for dinner. Since then, Li Han was secretly visiting me every night. He liked hugging me to sleep, placing his face on my stomach. Then he'd tell me to pat him to sleep.'Do I look like his mother? Is he a dog? Why does he like patting so much? Wait.. he's really a dog!'"Do you remember years ago, you told me that you admired me so much?"*cough*cough*cough* Bastard! Stop saying nonsense! I spent the next several minutes coughing and choking on my own saliva."Don't misunderstand me, your highness. I really think highly of you. I admired you so much.""Are you.. mocking me?""Mocking? No. No. Instead, I'm confessing to you, your highness with all my heart."My eyes widened in horror. Why did he have to mention that?! Father! I almost died at my own spit. The male lead was always one to hold a grudge."That..""Why'd you lie to me?" His tone changed, it got heavier, my face paled.Closing my eyes, I bit my lips; "No, Your High