Violet | After
"What do you think of... Tristan?" Kaci asks as we move through the dining hall in House.
"Which one's he?" I ask.
"The dark one with the Edgar Allen Poe." She jerks her head to a boy reading while systematically putting forkfuls of pasta into his mouth.
"He's cute," I giggle. "Let me guess, he's claimed by some crazy boarding school girl."
"Naw, we don't do that," she laughs. "But he is sorta off limits. Anyway, you get to meet Max tonight. He's the one with Fall Out Boy."
Sitting at the table I've eaten breakfast and lunch at today is a boy with dark hair and headphones. He's one of the guys who was sitting on the stage with the rest of the important people in assembly this morning. If my memory serves right, he's the youngest prefect in history.
"How come he wasn't at breakfast or lunch?"
"Because he has all these prefect duties which means he gets to have lunch with the Fantastic Four." She sits down. "He also got to miss form, the lucky bastard."
"Who are the Fantastic Four?" I ask, sitting at the seat that I think is now mine.
"Denny's Reed Richards, Ali's Johnny Storm, Zoe's Sue Storm and Freddie's Ben Grimm," Max answers, looking up. "I'm Scott Lang, by the way."
Kaci snorts. "Keely's doing?"
He nods. "Who's this?"
"Violet," I reply.
"I'm Max," he says. "And no matter what lies Kaci, Zeph and Carlos have filled your Californian head with, I'm not insane."
"You are insane," Carlos says as he sits. "You got up earlier than everyone today. I'm pretty sure you broke a record."
"I'm not insane," Max repeats. "If anyone's insane, it's Dr Martha Summers. Where's Zeph? I need to discuss this lunatic with him."
"He's right here." Zeph slams a tray down and slides into the seat next to me. "God, this stuff is a disgrace." He pokes a fork at his plate, making a face.
"It's pasta, Zeph." Kaci rolls her eyes. "And not everyone is a culinary genius."
"Remember when you did those interviews in last year at the start of spring?" Max interrupts. "For the school therapist? Yeah, well I met her today at lunch. Properly."
"Ooh!" Zeph drops his fork. "Who was it? I hope it was F—"
He cuts himself off and takes a long sip of water to draw attention away from himself.
"It's some woman named Summers," Max explains. "She called me Diego."
"What, like Dora's brother?" Carlos asks.
"Yeah. She came into the room where we were to say hi to everyone and we were supposed to say our names."
"Let me guess, you skipped and held hands afterwards," Carlos snickers, causing Max to roll his eyes.
"No. When it comes to me, she says 'Hi, Diego.' She played it off all casual and just pretended that I looked like some guy at her university."
"So?" Zeph asked. "I saw this one girl during the summer who looked exactly like Vivienne, but with loads of braids."
"Come on, Zeph, how many people except my father and grandmother do you know who have eyes like mine?"
Out of curiosity, I glance at his eyes. He's right, that isn't a common colour. Blue? Sure. Brown? Definitely. Green? Yes. Grey? I've seen quite a few. But I have hardly ever seen anyone with eyes that are all those colours at once. Blue and green and grey with a hint of hazel.
"Maybe she didn't see your eyes."
"It was creepy," he says. "So, did she mention anything in the interview about herself?"
"I can't tell you that," Zeph says. He sees the look Max gives him. "Alright. I won't tell you anything important, but she went to Rosewood."
"Zeph, have I ever told you how much I freaking love you?"
"Shut up and eat this monstrosity," Zeph answers before turning to me. "Violet, how was your first day?"
"Fine," I answer. "I think I might need to get a Maths tutor. My old one in San Diego offered to do it over video call, but time zones and all that."
"I can tutor you," Carlos offers. "Saturday night okay?"
"Yeah, sure."
It's not like I'll have any plans anyway. I must have less of a social life here than I did in San Diego. At home, or at Everly House. God, that's pathetic.
"Violet, can I ask you another question?" Max asks.
"Okay."
"Have you seen a scrapbook in your dorm?" he questions. "It's black, not very big. There's a scrap of paper stuck on the front with Grace written on it. Seen it anywhere?"
"I don't think so." I turn to Kaci. "Have you?"
"No," she says. "It's just something Max is a little weird over. If you want to look at pictures of Leonardo DiCaprio and the Peaky Blinders, I suggest taking a look in Frankie's locker."
I leave dinner earlier than everyone else to go back to the room Kaci and I now share and to avoid more conversations about Leonardo DiCaprio scrapbooks. Despite her initial freak out about the whole room sharing thing, she's been really nice about the whole situation. She even asked what time I usually wake up to set the alarm to a time that would suit us both.
I still hate it.
It reminds me of Everly. The single beds with small, regular chests of drawers and closets. It shouldn't remind me of that place. The view is different. Instead of seeing the outskirts of the city, all I can see from the window is an English beach. It's nothing compared to the golden brown sand and blue-green sea at the beach I'm used to. But here the sand is more pebble than sand and the sea is more grey than blue.
"Hi," a soft voice says behind me.
Behind me is a girl. Not just any girl. The girl from the painting in assembly. The girl who made Kaci, Zeph and Carlos practically jump out of their skin. The girl whose pictures have been spammed on the statuses and Instagrams and Snapchat Stories of everyone who have shared their online accounts with me. I rack my brains to find her name.
Grace. Grace Covey.
"I'm Grace," she says. "You're Violet, right? The new girl from San Diego?"
"I am." My voice is barely a whisper.
This can't be happening. This can't be happening. This was meant to stop. This had stopped. I'm not meant to do this anymore. Not since Cassie. Not since Jace. Not since I killed her. Not since they locked me up and diagnosed me.
"Well, Violet, sit down." Grace gestures to my bed. "I like to think I'm a good hostess."
"What do you want?"
"Violet, I want you to do me a favour." She smiles, flashing her perfect white teeth. God, even in death the girl looks amazing. "It's a big favour."
"What? To hold a seance so you can contact your boyfriend?"
"Tristan wasn't—" she stops herself. "I don't want you to hold a seance. I want you do something much bigger."
"What? What the hell do you want me to do?" I demand. "Because I'm not supposed to do anything like this anymore."
"I want you to solve my murder."

Max | BeforeThey look like us. Mr Kebran, Mr Covey, Mr Fell and Mr Salvatore all sit together and they look like us. I don't know where the women are, Kaci took them off about an hour ago and they are a no-show for lunch. My father is still in Paris, arriving in two days. It's the earliest he could arrange the trip for. I try not to resent the fact that the parents of all my friends got here within twenty-four hours of her death and mine couldn't. His absence is abundantly obvious to me, a gap between Nick Covey and Matteo Salvatore."This is creepy," Tristan says, also staring at the table of fathers. "Is he still carving that headstone?"Matteo Salvatore arrived while carving Grace's details into a slab of stone with a marble angle on the top. Carlos gets the talent with woodwork from him. Mr and Mrs Covey insisted he didn't have to, but he insisted that he did."If I could do this whe
Violet | AfterThe days begin to become more bearable. A routine is established and I follow it like everyone else. Wake up, get ready for school, eat breakfast, go to school, eat lunch, finish school, do homework, do some kind of activity, go to bed, do it all again.So it's a shock when Saturday comes and the alarm stays silent. Kaci is awake too, on her phone in bed. Her dark hair is fanned out across the pillow, black against the white and pink of the pillowcase."Cool," I answer. "Um, I kind of wanted to ask you something.""Shoot." She shuts up and runs a hand through her hair like a comb."Remember that girl you told me about? Your old roommate? Was her name Grace?" The words tumble out quickly."Yeah," she says. "Her name was Grace. Why?""Just wondering. She's very popular online." 
Max | AfterIf I had a pound every single damn time someone's told me to smile over this past week, I would be a goddamn millionaire. Everyone has been saying it. Mr Gilbert, my other teachers, Carlos, Zeph, Kaci, even Margie, one of the the cooks at school. Grief counselling isn't exactly how I'd love to spend my Sunday, but at least it buys me another free day from Viv. Thank God I don't share any lessons with her."Smile, Max," Dr Summers says with a sickening sweet one of her own."I'm guessing you're scared of the dentist, Max," she says."Who wants to look at people's dirty mouths all day for a living?" I mumble. "And I'm not scared of the dentist. He's kind of nice actually, gives me stickers even though I'm almost sixteen."Dr Martha Summers smiles again. It doesn't reach her eyes. Her eyes are pale blue in colour. At first, I'd been painfully remi
Violet | BeforeIt's the first time I've stepped into Jackson High for a month. No one asks where I've been or why I disappeared so suddenly. Everyone heard about Cassie. About the fire. About how we were hanging out when it happened. They must think we were watching a chick flick or something, not contacting her dead boyfriend from beyond the grave.I walk through the cafeteria, head down as I carry my tray to the back of the room. But people are in my way, waiting for me to look up and talk to them."Hi," one of them says.I almost jump out of my skin. All my senses have been sharpened since that night, ghost senses and normal senses. When I walked past the cemetery on my way to school today, my head was filled with voices. And the old man resting on a bench reeked of death, like he's going to die soon. I look up to see Audrey, Bianca and Dana- Cassie's best friends.<
Max | BeforeI'm drowning. Water is filling my mouth as someone pushes me further under the surface of the cold and murky waters of the sea outside Rosewood. Panic fills me just as quickly as water as I struggle against them, trying to scream.The hands fall away and I list my head above the water again, gasping for breath. In and out. In and out. In and out. But then they're back. They're back and this time they aren't leaving. It was a trick. A cruel, cruel trick. Letting me think of live just to kill me.Before I can scream, I jolt into consciousness."I'm fine," I whisper to myself, hugging my knees to my chest. "I'm fine. I'm fine.""Max? You okay, mijo?" It's Dad, in a dark T-shirt and shorts at my door."I'm fine," I repeat for the dozenth time. "I'm fine, okay?""What was the dream about?"&nbs
Violet | After"What are we doing tonight?" Zeph asks, crunching on a bag of chips that seem to have materialised out of thin air."Prefect stuff," Max answers, shoving a book into his backpack. "I'll be busy till dinner.""Violin lesson and then dance practice," Kaci adds. "I'm out till dinner too.""I'm doing this club with the Year Sixes," Carlos says."Please don't say you're booked too, Violet." Zeph turns to me pleadingly, holding out the chip packet. "I'll split these with you.""Actually, I'm free," I answer, extracting a chip from the packet.Zeph grins. "Great!""Aw, Zeph's found a new best friend," Max says, nudging him laughingly.It's the first time I've seen him smile, really smile. Usually, they're forced and pained. He has a nice smile, warm and friend
Grace | BeforeI pretend not to notice Tristan trying to get my attention during the assembly. He's sitting right behind me to my annoyance and kicking my chair gently every now and then, trying to get a reaction. I'm tempted to nudge Max and whisper that Tristan's irritating me knowing he'll go all protective. Big brother mode as Kaci would laugh. But knowing that he'll do that causes a warm feeling in my chest, one I cling to desperately."No we can't." I begin walking away fast towards Physics."Grace, come on," he protests, following me. "I need to talk to someone. I feel like I'm going insane.""Get in line."My shoes clatter as I jog up the stairs towards the classroom, towards Ms Fields who makes us sit in silence for the first five minutes as we do the starter activity and the register. Suddenly, Physics seems welcoming compared to talking to Tristan. Bu
Max | AfterSeven minutes isn't much, but it's enough. I've already wasted three in switching my school uniform for a T-shirt and jeans. I drop down onto the floor myself and pry up the floorboard with a red stripe on it. It's hardly noticeable since Carlos the neat freak hasn't, well, freaked about it. I pull out my video camera, set it to record and start talking."This is week two of Max being a lunatic," I announce. "Can you believe I thought I could do this shit every single damn day? I mean, I have a life, you know. Unbelievable, but true. I have a life and I can't talk to someone who doesn't exist every single day.""It's been an okay week. I mean, okay as it can be. Grace is still dead and I'm still here and life is still mean."I talk fast about my last week, starting with the assembly. Grace's portrait, Officer Davidson, Tristan, Vivienne, Dr Summers and her grief counsell