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YorifielThis chapter tells the starting point of the story in chapter 1. This chapter is a distorted memory of Ataru from his perspective. Oh, I also forgot to mention what Ataru was humming. It was his best performance of Chopin nocturne. Op. 9 no.2. Everything mentioned about music plays a role that tells a memory within their fingertips. His distorted memory within the system had altered some parts that really didn't happen or it was greatly exaggerated. That's all for me!! :) 8 left
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