Today was not a good day. I wanted to come home and relax, but no, James and Nick were here in my home arguing like a bunch of kids.Why couldn't they take the drama somewhere else? Why, out of all days? I sit in my chair and stare at them like two insane people that got married."What are you two doing in my house?" I asked"I came here to warn you that Nick was here but couldn't find you or Jessy," James said"Nick, what do you want from me?" I asked"I want you," Nick said"Not happening," Hope said"Would you rather have a man that doesn't want you to know about Jasper and why he disappeared?" Nick asked"No, I want to take a hot bath and relax, but I can't now?" Hope askedI went to my room to change out of my work clothes and put on my comfortable clothes.Then I went into the living room and Nick and James were still arguing about the past.I turned on my TV and told them to shut the hell up, so I can watch my shows in peace."Hope?" James said"Now is not the time to watch TV,

Finally, our plane landed. We went to my house to take a shower and get ready for the war that was about to start. James and Nick are in for a surprise attack. After we finished, we called our men to pack up the armed trucks and cars. We put our guns in our holsters and our knives in our waistbands."Are you ready for this, bro, so we can get together with our loved ones?" David asked"Hell, yeah, let's roll mane. "Dean saidDavid, you go left, I go right because we won't get hit with bullets, and we can get out of this alive. All the men that were outside were Nicks and James men. They must be fighting over hope and Jessy again or making plans to kill us. I'm waiting for James to come out because I'm going to snipe his ass."David let's move in bro I'm going in the right tree you go into the left tree, so we get this done," Dean said"ALRIGHT, MEN, LET'S GET THEM!" David saidHalf of my men were in the war wounded, and the other half are dead. One of the best of our men laid his life

Today was my dad's funeral. I can't get that look he gave me out of my mind. He looked at me with a sad smile that said, I'm sorry, baby girl, I was only looking out for you. All I can do is cry because it's my fault he's dead. I pulled the trigger, not Dean. Now he's gone forever, I will never see him again."Baby, I'm here for you if you need me or anything." Mom said"I want to be alone and let this all sink in that he's gone," Jessy said "Will she ever forgive herself?" Dean asked"She did save my life out there," Dean said"I don't know, sweetheart?" Hope said"That was the only person she started a band with," Hope saidI go to Jessy's room, and I hear her crying. I walk in, and I hold her and let her cry on my shoulder. All I can do or say is that everything is going to be okay and comfort her by rubbing her back. It broke my heart seeing her like this. I tried to stop her last night, but it was too late because she pulled the trigger."It's not easy to kill people that you lo

Today I woke up and got ready for the day. I heard my brother on the phone with Marie, and it didn't sound good. I kept walking to the kitchen to get myself some coffee. When I came back to the living room to sit with David, all I heard in the background was Jessy was going to move on. I left without letting her know.That's when I got upset and went back to my room and got dressed to go to Jessy's house to tell her what was going on. I don't want to lose my family because of my stupidity. I love that woman. She gave me family and friends.“Bro, what's going on with you and Jessy?” David asked.“I'm In trouble bro, I forgot James' parents are alive and threatening to hurt my family. So without letting Jessy know, I left while she was sleeping,” Dean said.“You're an idiot,” David said“You thought she wouldn't find you here?” David asked.“I knew she would, but I didn't think she would think I left her for good,” Dean said“That girl, been through hell and back and you, being the dumb

Today is my lazy day and everything is peaceful. Jessy is doing awesome. She's about to pop anything soon. Dean found out some crazy shit the other day. James' mother and father are still alive. But who's the family that's after Dean and Jessy because James' family never knew I had a kid, so why come after her? Come to find out, it wasn't James' family, it was Nick's real father coming after them.Nick's real father's name is Donnie Darko, the most feared and strongest Mafia out of New York City. Jason never knew Bethany had an affair with Donnie and got pregnant by him. Yeah, crazy, huh? At least they knew Dean as James' friend, and he told them the truth that Nick's father killed both of them. This is true, but Jessy blamed herself because she thinks she pulled the trigger.Now that she knows that it wasn't her fault, she's at peace with it now. Jessy misses her dad, though. I got up to go to the kitchen to get something to drink. I looked outside to check on Jessy, she was sunbathi