All Chapters of I Have Lost My Humanity: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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I'll Keep BJ Safe
-"Mum, we don't have enough food left. There's no place to get it than going outside.""If BJ and Dustin go, I'm going with them."For the umpteenth time that day, I sighed as I looked Bella in the eye. "Babe, we've said it a thousand times. You can't—""—go with you... but that's really your headache. I'm still going, and you can't stop me," Bella chimed in.BJ whirled around her. "I see no reason why you are being adamant about this. Your father wants you to stay back,"Mrs Agnes pointed to her husband. "You are not saying anything when you can see that your son wants has a death wish... You are not—""I'll keep BJ safe!" I interrupted. My mother's eyes widened at such a heavy and confident claim, but I maintained my stance.It was my best friend. I was sure he would do the same thing if our positions were switched."We are much smarter than those people out there, so we will surely return.""Also, I wouldn't have suggested it if I didn't know how resourceful they can be," BJ's fa
last updateLast Updated : 2023-08-09
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What Is The Plan?
I took in a breath and then exhaled. "I think BJ and I can do this. Yes, more help will be good, but at this stage, we can't risk having more people on the street. How will I be able to watch everyone's backs and also mine? If it's just BJ and I, we can—""I'm not a child!" Bella vehemently replied."I can handle myself." She grabbed my shirt and pulled me towards her, which brought us face to face."I'll be fine, okay? I've already got a dad. You don't need to act like the second... unless we're doing the... you know what..."Before I could say any more, she gave me a swift kiss and then left me there with thoughts crowding my mind.As much as I had hope in the gadgets I built, I also didn't want to risk having too many of us out there. "Bella!"She was on her way to the kitchen and stopped just at the door with a quizzical look."Do you think Collins or Bright or my sister are smart or old enough to handle tech?"She frowned. "No way! Those are kids. They will probably mess them up
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The Government Finally Speaks
"When will you be leaving?" BJ's mother asked. She still looked worried."Tomorrow morning?"I shook my head."Night seems a better option. The fog will surely act like camouflage, and with the thermal sensory of the drones, Bella and Samson will be able to detect them easily and give us feedback.I have connected all of our devices to one transmitter so we can all listen to each other and communicate through our earphones,"They nodded at my explanation, which made me glad because I hadn't been sure they would understand all my explanations.So, we agreed that we were going to move in that morning. There was a store down Bella's street and another one two streets away.One was a pharmaceutical store, and the other was a superstore where we could also get food supplies.We had decided to visit both since medical supplies were just as important.=====I was in the room, looking to see if I could change my clothes, but unfortunately, since this wasn't my house and Bella's siblings were
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Plan Kicks Into Motion
This was one of the ten strongholds that had already been set up within the city.Soldiers in full combat gear patrolled the area, armed with automatic weapons and grenades.The tents were filled with supplies and weapons, ready for the people. But at that moment, the decision-makers were more concerned with laying out plans on how they would move the people into the strongholds.Within a boardroom..."I suggest we use off-road vehicles," a man said.The five subordinates were seated around a table while the commander stood at the end. He had asked for their suggestions as he was sure a few had one or two things to say."I stand against that," the man opposite the first speaker said. "We have aircraft. I think that's a better option."The first man shook his head. "We don't have enough resources. If we use all available aircraft, where are we going to get fuel to power the multiple to and fro journeys?Every country and city is busy isolating itself as well.We won't get help from any
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The Unforseen Situation
I was clad in black clothing, which Bella's father had given to me. He wasn't exactly as big as me, but the clothing still fit. I geared up with my battle QUAX arm as well.I held onto a spear in my left hand and the others without a battle. QUAX arm equipped little flashlights in their free hand. After putting on the bags we were going to pack the supplies in, we took confident strides toward the gate.I immediately got a sense of the deja vu of the others watching us through the CCTV monitors.Once again, I wished another set of people would be safe before we got back.As we stepped out of the house, a chill ran down my spine.It was almost pitch black out, and I could hardly make out the shape of my friend and myself standing next to each other. BJ and Bella's fathers were also right there with us, but I could barely make out their figures as well.We all surveyed our surroundings, but all I could see were the shadows of the night. Above us, I heard the low humming noise of the dro
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Running For Our Dear Lives
For the first time in my life, I heard my girlfriend stutter."I-I-I d-d-don't know, Dustin. I... s-some of them are jumping and there are -some attacking the family that owns the house they just broke into and, they -have kids...""Okay, Bella, just calm down, okay? This is the same thing we saw—""It's not the same, Dustin!" Samson said with a pitched tone that showed he was just as frightened. "They look like buff monkeys, and they just ripped a man's head off—"In the background, I heard someone take deep breaths. I realized that it must have been so bad to make even Bella react that way.If she could stutter because of the footage feedback, how were we supposed to escape whatever this was?"Wait, monkeys?" BJ asked. "How did monkeys get here? Where did they even come from?""We just saw them jumping and—"Suddenly, my attention was drawn to the side as my eyes came into contact with someone... or perhaps it was better to say something...It crouched on the fence of a house ahead
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The Monkeys Are In The House
Unfortunately, their skins were too durable for any real damage to be caused to the monkey unless he attacked like I did earlier, piercing through their mouth. Fortunately, BJ also had a battle QUAX arm.The low sounds of the ammunition rang out as BJ took shots at it before it could slice him.It screeched as it fell.Eventually, we began running forward but our situation was far from being over.All around us, we could hear monkeys screeching as they caused a ruckus.Screams of terror echoed through the night, as people frantically tried to flee from them. The street was in chaos and this time, it wasn't as a result of the human infected."Dustin!" Bella yelled through the comms. "You need to get out of there! The street is overrun by the monkeys!""Give us a clear path!""You are on the second street. Keep on moving until you see a gate which—No no! Fuck no! Samson!"There were screaming and howling noises in the background and I turned around to see a fearful expression on BJ's fa
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We Can't Save Everyone
I didn't stop smashing my fist onto the head of the infected until it finally went down. At this point, the QUAX silvery arm was smeared in black sizzling blood, but I couldn't be bothered about that at the moment."Come on, Dustin!" BJ shouted. He was cradling the still-crying child, which he gave to the mother."Thank you so much!" the woman shouted."Run along with the others and leave this area!" I yelled out to her before speeding off with BJ."Bella! Are you still there?"There was only silence... I heard nothing.As we further travelled, the screams multiplied, and we had to do our best to evade the incoming human infected and people who were running in the opposite direction."Get the fuck out of my way!" a screaming man carrying a little boy yelled. Behind him was a woman holding the hands of a girl."No!" Another shouted as he and a man fought over a bag. As they did, it ripped and I was shocked to see that it contained food items. People didn't want to lose their precious f
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Don't You Dare Pity Me
BJ tried to move a step, but I held him back with a hand. "What do you want to kill it with? Your knife? Or energy charge and blast my mom to smithereens too?"He finally realized that he was without any long-range weapon and his blades were all he could get.They weren't going to be enough. Fortunately, they hadn't seen us and I still had little ammunition remaining.Steadying my breath, I raised my QUAX's arm to aim at my target, making sure the large monkey was in focus.Taking aim, I held my breath as I fired a single shot.Bang! Thrrrihhh~The monkey screeched in pain as the shot went through its neck. It collapsed to the floor with blood trickling out.A baby's fist-size hole could be seen on its neck."Dustin!" Bright shouted as soon as we drew closer. I saw that the two of them were carrying spears and was glad that we got there faster."Where are the others?" I asked as I glanced around the living room.A scream cut off my mother's reply. It came from upstairs and after a sha
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We Are Surrounded
I was about to run towards her when her father stopped me."Don't. Just let her do this."There was no way I could ignore that plea. I watched as Bella kept smashing the infected's head until it was nothing more than a bloody mess.When it was all over, she dropped the shovel and stepped back. Turning to us, I saw tears rolling down her cheeks, but what stood out was the determination in her eyes.I had never seen my girlfriend shed tears before. I thought it was impossible, but I was glad this episode hadn't broken her spirit.Suddenly, I heard the sound of more moaning and screeching coming closer. Our illusion of privacy was shattered."We need to leave!" I shouted as I reached for Bella's hand.Our party was one person less, but we had to focus on survival.As we ran inside, Bella's dad locked the door behind him. The rest were gathered in the living room with a weapon in their hands."What do we do now?" my mother hastily asked."Let's use the vehicles," David suggested. "That wa
last updateLast Updated : 2023-09-01
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