Entering the dining hall, I find the room empty except for a few maids cleaning. How odd. I thought there would have been people here by now. Maybe I missed breakfast? I did not stay out that long, though...did I?
Turning around, I head back to my room. When I reach my chambers. I throw the door open and jump onto my bed, burying my face in the soft silky pillows. I am so bored. I normally have a lot occupying my time, whether it be training, reading a good book, or even taking care of Loki. But now I have hardly anything to do and it feels strange to me. I never thought I would miss my brother as much as I do. Even though Loki can be annoying, I actually miss the little guy. I can almost see him now, running into my room, trying to get me to play, jumping, and prancing around trying so hard to get my attention. I smile at the thought. I know it has only been a day since I have seen him, but he is one of the things that brings me joy. I do not find myself missing my mother, since we hardly talk anyway. As for my father, I can do without the cranky old bastard. If one good thing came from me being here, it is the fact that I do not have that old coot breathing down my neck. Father and I have never really gotten along, but our relationship worsened after Fafnir died. He blames me, and it does not help that I am not what he wants me to be. He wants me to be the perfect princess, prim and proper, and only speak when spoken to. But that is just not who I am, and father cannot seem to accept that. When I think about it now if I did not have to listen to my father, I would probably be halfway across the world enjoying the freedom of being a rogue dragon. I would seek great adventures and vast amounts of knowledge all the while exploring the lands of Midgar. I would love the chance to learn new things and see new places. There is only so much I can learn living in the mountain, and that is simply not enough for me. When I have finally had my fill of adventure, I would search for my mate and hopefully settle down. That would be ideal. In fact, that is all I have ever really wanted in life. It is so simple yet so alluring. But here I am in a castle full of humans getting ready to marry their prince. Not exactly what I had in mind for myself. I am a dragon, but lately, I have felt more like a beast that has been caged. For as long as I can remember, I have felt trapped in my own life, shackled by responsible and loyalty. Being here in the capital has made me feel more isolated than ever. I was lonely in the mountain, but here I feel worse. I was invited as a welcomed guest but rather than feeling welcome, I feel everyone recoil from me. As if my very presence burns them to the bone. I want to leave, but I am just not so sure I can do that anymore. My thoughts are interrupted by a loud knock on the door, the sudden sound causes me to jump. Sighing, I go towards the sound. I wish they would have left me alone for a little longer, but alas, I cannot keep myself locked in here forever. "What do you want?" I snap. "Well, um, your highness, it is time for breakfast,” the girl on the other side of the door squeaks. "I will be out in a moment. You may leave," I respond. "All right, I’ll be on my way." She rushes the words out as I hear her scuffling away. Humans get scared so easily. Such frail creatures they are. Jumping up from the bed, I look in a mirror checking my appearance. My hair is sticking up wildly in all different directions. Running a brush through my unbridled mane, I leave the room taking my time to walk to the dining hall. Upon my arrival in the dining hall, Geoffrey turns in my direction. He gives me a once over. I can feel his eyes as they move across my exposed mid rift, causing my skin to crawl. I shudder, looking away from him. "You are quite muscular for a girl. You might even be on par with some of the knights,” he mocks with a light chuckle. He has a glint of humor in his eyes, but I find his comment less than funny. First, he stares, then he insults me. I cannot believe I am to marry such a man. "It is looked highly upon for dragon females to be strong. Most of our males desire an independent female. They would most certainly find distaste with human women who are weak and anything but self-reliant,” I requite. Geoffrey's face contorts in annoyance, “What is that supposed to mean? Are you implying that your women are somehow better?" He questions. Walking further into the room, I pull out a chair the sound screeching through the room. I kick myself back into the chair, propping my feet up on the table. Looking up at him, I smirk. "That is exactly what I mean, do you have a problem with it?" I instigate. Geoffrey begins to laugh. “If you ask me, there is nothing better about your women. They are ill-tempered, arrogant, rude, and completely immodest. Human women are simple, delicate, kind, and they have an innocence that is truly endearing,” he retorts. I pout putting a hand over my heart in mock hurt. “You have wounded me your highness. I never knew you thought so harshly about my kind.... does this mean you are willing to reconsider your marriage to me?" I ask hopefully. He is silent for a moment then without warning he knocks my feet off the table, grabbing me by the chin. His warm fingers press into my face, and I find myself too startled to pull away. He brings his face so close to mine that I can feel his breath fan across my face, his lips lightly brush against my ear as he says, "Not a chance." He releases me, sitting back. "So, what now you have nothing to say?" He drawls. Damn, he actually shocked me for a moment. "Do not be so rough with me Geoffrey, you might make me cry," I pout, in an overly dramatic voice. Before Geoffrey can respond, the room is filled with booming laughter. Turning towards the entrance of the dining hall, I see the king standing there. "I see you kids are getting along,” he says. I sigh. “Sorry to spoil your good mood old man, but what you are seeing is far from us getting along,” I respond. At my words, the whole room falls under a cold silence. "Princess Eleonora, my father is the king. How dare you refer to him as an old man? Show some respect. Apologize now,” Geoffrey bites out at me. Oh, I have really done it. Now he is pissed. I snicker to myself. "Now, now, calm down. I do not think Princess Eleonora meant that as an insult." The king says with an amused smile. Thank the gods the king seems like a pretty decent man. Now that I think about it, I still do not know the old man's name. "How can you allow this dragon to be so disrespectful?” I hear the queen's voice filter through the room. "Calm down Evalene; she will be family soon." The king reassures her. "How could I ever accept that beast as my family,” Evalene grumbles. "That is fine, it would honestly be an insult to consider such an old witch as a part of my family,” I remark while rolling my eyes. Evalene's face becomes red with anger. But before we can continue with our talk, a bunch of maids coming rushing into the room, filling the table with food. There are different kinds of bread, eggs cooked in almost every way possible, along with ham, sausage, bacon, and pancakes piled high with golden syrup. My mouth is watering at the sight. If there is one thing that I say humans do well, it is cooking. "Breakfast is served, your majesty,” a maid announces when the table is set. The king heaves a sigh of relief. "Well now, let us eat,” he shouts taking his seat at the head of the table. Breakfast is silent, which I am very thankful for. If I had to talk to these people any longer, I would lose my mind. I eat my food as quickly as possible, shoveling it into my mouth. I smile at the thought of how 'un-ladylike' I look. I do not know what it is, but I love seeing humans' reaction to things it thrills me how they get worked up over the silliest things. Finishing my food, I wipe my mouth and leave the room without saying a word.Since I have nothing better to fill my time, I begin to explore the castle in hope of finding anything that might be of interest. I could just ask someone to show me around, but really who do I have to ask? Walking through the halls, I take in the beauty of this place. While it may be much too extravagant for my taste, there is no denying how gorgeous it is here. The walls are all painted a pearl color. They are covered in different kinds of artwork ranging from portraits all the way to landscape. The portraits look to be of past kings and queens, each radiating power, and elegance. There are even some abstract paintings swirling with different shapes and colors, attracting the attention of any onlooker. The marble flooring is covered with thick red rugs, rimmed with gold. Above me hang golden chandeliers dripping with crystals. In some areas there are large stone statues of people and animals lining the castle walls. It is bizarre just how lifelike they are. If not for
The queen scowls, her blonde ringlets tumbling off her shoulders. She lifts her head as she pinches her nose in disgust. "What in God's name have you been doing child? You smell like a barnyard!” she barks. I take a step towards her and watch in delight as she recoils from me. "This might be hard for you to understand, considering you are a queen who is sloven by nature, but I was helping your knights learn how to better their swordsmanship,” I inform her. "I do not care how you got the way you are, go and bathe. Lunch will be served soon, and if you are not clean, you will not eat. Your presence is already a nuisance. Do not make it more so,” she commands. I roll my eyes scowling at her. Placing a hand on her shoulder I shove her aside, watching as she stumbles. "Well then, if you will excuse me, I am going to bathe. You might want to consider it yourself, that perfume is putrid,” I remark. I briskly walk away, leaving the queen to stand
Walking through the halls I easily find Gwen's chambers. I do not spend too much time in front of the door before I slam it open with a bang. At first, I am taken aback by the strong jasmine and cherry blossom perfume wafting in the room. I cover my nose, cringing at the smell. Looking into the room, I see a small dark-haired girl jump with fright, making a squeaking noise. She sounds just like a little mouse. "Calm down, little mouse, I am not here to hurt you,” I tease. When the girl turns around, I am met with two scared green eyes, wide as saucers. Looking deep into her eyes, I see more than fear, there is something else there. Something dark, that I just cannot quite put my finger on. "W-Who are you? What could you possibly be doing barging into my room?" She quakes. Her words come out meek and defenseless, but there is fire burning in her eyes. She is not as weak as she is making herself out to be. So
My heart starts racing as I think back to the day Fafnir died. *** I sit on the edge of the mountain eagerly waiting for my brother. Today, we are flying out to the human capital city of Mimmgar to negotiate the terms of our peace treaty with the king. Although my father is against it, my brother is insistent upon ongoing. My father affirms that we should not meddle in the affairs of lesser beings. I trust my brother's judgment, though, and I am willing to accompany him. I feel a hand ruffle my hair. "Hey Ellie, you ready to go?" Fafnir asks. I stand looking into his violet eyes as a bright smile plays across my face. "Of course, I have looked forward to this for a long time,” I tell him. He smiles at me shaking his head, his long, dark blue hair swaying with it. He turns a
"Eleonora are you all right?" Gregory asks rubbing my back and wiping my tears. Gregory touch startles me back to reality, “Y-Yes I am alright,” I rush out. What am I even saying I have not been alright for a long time. But I do not know if I have the courage to tell him. "Are you sure my dear, you spaced out for quite some time,” Gregory asks worriedly. "Yes, I am fine, what were we talking about?" I assure him. Gregory’s large hand cups my shoulder as he replies, "I was asking about your brother. But if you do not wish to tell me I understand." A few more tears slip from my eyes but I am quick to wipe them away, "My brother was killed eight summers ago,” I tell him. His eyes cast down hanging low with sorrow. "I am sorry to hear that. losing family members is difficult,” he r
After dinner, me and Gregory, talk about simple things as we play chess. I tell him of my childhood, and what it is like growing up in the horde. I tell him of the very first time I held a sword. I was four years old, and the sword was twice my size and made completely out of iron. I could not even lift it off the ground. My father had me stay in the training hall all day until I could finally lift it. When I did, I was so happy I smiled until my face hurt. I thought nothing could ruin this moment of joy, even when my father did not acknowledge my progress. No matter how hard I worked my father never noticed so eventually I just stopped trying to impress him. I have only come this far by working solely for myself. I enjoy Gregory’s company very much he makes me feel comfortable. I cannot help but think about what it would have been like if he was my father. I know it is impossible, but I cannot help but wonder. Could I have felt
As I walk through the halls toward Gregory's study the feeling of being watched washes over me and my skin begins to crawl. I stop in my tracks and listen for a moment. But with so many maids bustling about it is hard to find who could be the one watching me. If they are still following me then it is likely they do not know everything we are planning. With that in mind I continue to the study. I knock on the door, hearing a muffled come in, I shove the door open and stride into the room. Looking around the study I see Gregory positioned at his desk his white hair hanging around his head like a veil. He is looking at an old torn leather-bound book, he glances up at me in acknowledgment. He seems to be dressed quite casually wearing a black drawstring shirt and light blue vest. This is a contrast to his usual elegant and vibrantly colored robes. "Where did you run off to this morning Nora? We missed you at breakfast,” he asks. <
Over the last two days, I have been spending more time with Gregory, often finding myself playing chess or just simply talking with him. For knowing him less than a week I find that he has become one of the closest people to me. He is easygoing and is not rooted in the beliefs of other humans, welcoming me rather than shunning me. Since I have spent most of my time with Gregory, I have thankfully not seen Geoffrey since our meeting in the hallway. He has been avoiding me like the plague, even going as far as to skip meals. But I must say I cannot blame him. I am not certain how I would react if I did see him again. When I first came here, I thought I would spend my days in complete and utter agony, but as of late I have found myself slowly falling into a routine. I am beginning to enjoy myself; I spend my mornings with the human Flavius, talking, and occasionally taking him flying. Around him I seem to forget all my problems I am free; he helps me to en