OUR YOUTH

It's raining very hard. Dark clouds cover the sky that turns gray. The same footstep goes in the same direction. The wet soil of the rainwater makes the feet that pass through it dirty. There's a sound of someone crying, there's also a whispering sound that seems to be feeling sorry for someone.A smiling face in a black frame. Everyone wearing black clothes walked into an excavated field. The cry of a middle-aged woman who looked so sad when the body had been buried by the grave digger. The body fell trying to hug a tombstone that read,[Diana Rosalia, 1977- 2017]Losing her precious child is a deadly weapon that seems to destroy her world for a mother. Seeing his now dead son, seeing his son that he can no longer hug forever. Leaving herself first was the most painful thing for a mother."Lucas ... my poor granddaughter, Lucas …," she said, embracing me as if she knew her granddaughter. It's the first time she's hugged me in front of a lot of people. An old woman who doesn't know he

Flashback~-In 2021-No more power to continue his footsteps. Her vision is getting blurry. The increasingly claustrophobic breath prevented Karina from standing up, until she finally fell sitting on the dirt road in a completely unbiased rain. Her body began to numb slowly."Hi kid, are you okay?" said a person holding both shoulders who almost collapsed.Two men wearing police suits went to her."Are you all right?" he asked back in a worried tone.Karina, who had begun to lose consciousness, could not hear the words of the police who tried to wake her up. All her eyes darkened, and only faint voices were heard, Karina felt her body lifted and she could only surrender."You bring her back, and immediately take him to the hospital. I will continue to look for them !!!" said one of the older police officers compared to the police who now carry Karina on his back.The intense scent and the cold seemed to make her body feel frozen. With an opaque look, Karina tries to open her eyes. The

-In 2022-Instantly Lucas's eyes were immediately startled, waking up from his sleep breathless Lucas woke up after a bad dream. Dreams that have been so real and so scary have been haunting him for the past year. Trying to calm him down because the dream was still attached to him. Turns out he was awakened by the sound of an alarm clock. Soon Lucas shut it down. It's morning, he has to hurry to go to her new school. Standing in front of the glass, looking at his face, feeling so unfamiliar. The trace of the dream is still shadowed in his mind. It's been about five months that he's been living a long silence after the storm. Lucas's tired of the life he's living, it's just that he wants to complain.Wearing a black jacket, taking his bag and his phone. Lucas walked off to school. Lucas walked after getting off the bus. The first day of school but it feels like he's tired of having to get through today.TENG NENG … TENG NENG … TENG TENG TENG!!!The sound of school entrance bell has be

"Please don't act as if we're close," said Lucas.Suddenly Frank's smile, which started as soon as the story disappeared in a flash, hears Lucas's refusal. The atmosphere slowly became distant from each other."Why do you hate me? Is it because of your mother's death?" Frank asked with a serious face.Hearing that Lucas's irritation towards her grew more and more. The wound was supposed to have gotten better but suddenly he came and sprinkled it with salt water. His sweet voice was not exactly what he had sprinkled on him."Get out!" said Lucas, affirming his words."What? Lucas! Are you serious?""I said get out of the way! Fuck!" said Lucas — looking violently at the fury that was so turbulent inside him. Not wanting to vent his anger in a public place, Lucas chose to leave behind people who didn't even know what his mistake was, and with his pedals acting as if nothing happened, who else if not Frank?"Lucas! Please, Lucas!! Listen to me! Lucas!!" he said, trying to persuade Lucas

The time is 9 pm. It's time Karina finished the job. But because he was late. The cafe owner told him to increase his hours for the next 30 minutes. The piled-up dishwasher never ceases to fill the laundromat. The kitchen is so busy because there are so many incoming orders.Both hands continue to clean the dishes with soap instead of increasing numbers as if there would be no end. Even the plates piled up and piled up almost fell, but quickly Karina and immediately prevented it. If all the plates are broken, then they're all done.This is no time to complain. Although tired and very frustrated, Karina tries to strengthen herself to keep doing the dishes. Didn't forget she had to throw away the leftover food that looked so disgusting. Stack up the heavy garbage even to make it have to discharge the remaining power to get to the trash can outside the kitchen room.After struggling hard she pulls two bags of garbage that are so heavy, Karina sits on a plastic chair that has been around