Seth knew in his mind his reason for boasting but arguing with his wife and her friends wouldn't prove anything.
No matter how many times he tried to make them understand he was capable enough, they just wouldn't see it because his words were as nothing to them.So, he would let his actions speak for him when he gave them the ten million dollars.He retreated to the kitchen and started preparing dinner for his wife.Phoebe chatted with her friends all through the time he prepared dinner and finally sent them home as he began to set the table.After seeing them off, she returned to join Seth at the dining table. The only thing he was permitted to do with her was to eat at the same table.After eating together in silence, Phoebe went up to her room and laid for the night while Seth cleaned up the place.He took to doing the dishes and storing the leftovers and when he was finally done with every chore, he retreated to the study room to spend his night like he always did.He asked himself a question. If he gave his wife the money she was in need of, would she let him finally sleep in the bedroom?As he laid on a black sofa with a book I'm his hands, he found himself reading the same line over and over again.“I wonder how much I actually have…” he muttered to himself.That happened to be the same reason he couldn't bring himself to read past one line! The book was something that always helped him fall asleep at night after a long and tiring day of running errands and doing the chores.Ironically enough, the book was about a young man going through a hard time but his life took a drastic turn when he found out about the amount that was breathing in his account.Seth had never expected such life to turn to a reality for him. Perhaps reading the book every night had made it come true.He kept telling himself to fall asleep because he planned on waking up very early to go to the bank and check out his offshore account but excitement made it impossible.He slammed the book in his hand shut and placed it on the wooden brown stool that was at the side of the chair. “Okay, let's fall asleep now.” He told himself.His eyelids fell shut and he laid on his back while trying to think of things to put him to sleep.Everything he tried was impossible and alas, morning came. He could tell from the sun that reflected through the window blinds.He hadn't gotten a wink of sleep yet he felt so energetic and awake.He rushed to the guest bathroom– now his own bathroom– and freshened up as quickly as he could.He wore a bathrobe around his body as he prepared breakfast for anyone who was home at the moment.It was always like that in the Patterson's home. Whenever Seth woke up, he was to prepare breakfast whether they were around or not.The rule stated they would have it later in the day when they returned or maybe for lunch if they felt like it.Most days, they never ate it, not even for lunch or dinner. At first, he always threw the food away, the quantity made it hard for him to believe he was doing away with so much food.As his conscience couldn't handle it anymore, he gave the one he could to street beggars and ate the amount he could.He would stop cooking if he could but it would mean great trouble if he were to go against their order.After cooking, he went into his room to get dressed. Finally, he could go to the bank to find out his account balance.He threw on a white T-shirt and a black jeans trouser and complimented his look with one of his three white sneakers. The only shoes he had.He combed his hair and tried to look as presentable as he could before stepping out of the house. His usual allowance had been given to him by his wife indirectly as she dropped it on the table in the study room before he woke up.With that, he could manage to transport himself to and back from his destination.He was surprised as he stumbled upon a new bike at the entrance of the house. No one else drove a bike except for him amongst the entire Patterson family he lived with so was this probably a gift?Gloria could never show him such kindness and neither could his mother in-law.So he concluded it was his wife's doing. Perhaps she wanted his errands to go as easily as they did before his bike got stolen.His lips curved into a smile as he took the key and started the bike. Before he could drive out, he heard someone call out to him.Not his name, but he knew it was him the person was referring to.“Hey! You filth! Can't you hear me?” Gloria exclaimed in a slightly pissed tone.The young girl was still putting on her pink night dress even though she had school that morning.“Good morning sister.” Seth greeted her with a smile.“Are you crazy? Huh? Didn't I tell you never to refer to me as your sister again? Do you need someone to give you a smack at the back of your head to reset your brain? That is if you even have any.” She rained on him with her insults.Seth only remained on his bike while listening attentively to her. He never let it bother him that she was so young, younger than him by far. Yet he never let it get to him that she spoke so lowly to him.“I'm sorry.” He plainly apologized.“Yeah you better be!” She spat out at his face. She handed him the brown envelope she was holding in her hand. “Take it.”“What is it for?” Seth asked confusedly as he accepted the papers.“It's the deed of the house,” she said mockingly. “You fool, would you at least let me finish?”Seth heaved a slightly silent sigh. “Please, go ahead, I won't be so inpatient next time.”Gloria held back the urge to actually give him a mean slap at the back of the head. Even though he apologized for interrupting her, she couldn't help but to feel like his apology was in a form of mockery.But even her sister hadn't laid a hand on hik before so she saw no need to cross the line. Or at least not at that moment.“That is a very important file to Phoebe and she forgot it this morning while she was heading out to work. I want you to go and give it to her and I repeat, her and no one else! This file is worth more than your life you see.” She ordered him.“But…” Seth said while looking at the file.Phoebe had told him to never visit her company because he looked like filth and he had kept to her order.If she were to find him in her office premises, she would have his head. The last thing he wanted was to go against her words, he always tried to remain on his lane so as to avoid any form of trouble with her. “Phoebe said–”“Do I look like I care about what you are about to say? I gave you an order and you dare not to question me! Take it to her! Don't you dare rough handle that document or you're dead meat!” She glared viciously at him.“Can't you take it to her instead?” He arched his brow as he asked.Stepping his foot in her company would be him breaking the rules of peace she had set out for him.Gloria let out a chuckle. “You really are something aren't you? Well I have plans and I will not be skipping when we have you to run the errands for us. Now leave you idiot!” She growled at him.Seth held back on any words he had left to say at the command barked out by his sister in-law.He swallowed his words and silently started the engine to drive away. After putting on his crash helmet, he started towards the main gate.Gloria had always felt disgusted by Seth's presence every time she saw him in her house. Well her family's house, she had never liked him one single bit and now she hated him even more.She was so close to having a wealthy and well known man as her brother-in-law just the night before but he ruined it all by refusing to divorce her sister.Marlin Murray would have been the perfect brother in law for her, a man who could actually buy her gifts and take her out on trips.Just the fact that she could brag about her brother in law being a project manager at chroma creative was good enough for her. But now it was all just a good dream she would never wake up to see as her reality.All of her friends had rich and influential people as their in-laws but she was stuck with him and all the jest her friends made of her because of him.There was even a group chat dedicated to students with rich and powerful in-laws but she couldn't make it to the group.What a greedy fellow, she thought of him. How dare he say no even when he was offered millions?Her eyes bore into his back as she watched him drive away on his bike. If only she possessed lasers in her eyes…Seth, though, felt nervous to his spine as he drove away with the document. Would he really go against her word and visit her workplace?She ought to be understanding that he came with an important file in hand and if she wanted to be angry at anyone then it should be her sister for refusing to bring the document herself.But he still felt nervous to even be driving. How would she react when she saw him?The road was long and free and Seth drove down to his wife's company with the wind whistling inaudible things into his ear.He seemed to have arrived rather quickly than anticipated but the important thing was, he was there now and he needed to get the documents to his wife. He got down from his bike and took off his crash helmet before picking up the document and starting towards the entrance of the tall building. As he was about to step in, one of the security guards at the entrance barricaded his path with his buff body as he spoke in a bold and thick voice. “State your business here boy!” Seth opened his mouth to speak but the other security guard spoke before him. “What do you mean to state his business? Can't you see already why he is here?” “Right.” The security guard looked at Seth. “Ms. Patterson is busy at the moment and isn't taking any visitors for the rest of the day. Tell us what kind of problem you have and the assistant you need. “Do yourself the favor of includin
Seth didn't want to believe the words that left the security guard's mouth. How would his wife be secretly plotting to divorce him? It felt like the unthinkable! He had never even let such thought accidentally cross his mind and he didn't want to think about it now either. While he was still trying together his thoughts, the other security guard started to speak and it immediately snapped him out of his tangled thoughts. “The news of the almighty Marlin Murray proposing to the second to the youngest granddaughter of the Patterson family is all over the news and it seems to interest a lot of people! A lot of comments have been made saying that they actually are a good fit unlike the useless and penniless good for nothing man she currently fed in her home. “Mr Murray is known for his good looks, his power, popularity and wealth and he could do a lot of wonders in the life of Ms. Patterson. A lot could really turn around for her if she considered becoming his woman.” The guard said.
Eyes fell on the scene that Seth had created in the hall, all were snickering about their boss’ husband and Marlin Murray, wondering if they would have to fight for her heart. Marlin was at the edge of losing his mind. How dare someone like him throw away his thousand dollars worth of lilies? Thank goodness he hadn't taken out the perfumes and cosmetics that were inside the bag in his hand. If not, Seth might have broken them on the floor.“I'm going to punish you for this! You had better start bringing up a reasonable explanation for your crazy behavior or else I'll send you to jail for damaging my property!” Marlin growled with widened eyes and his veins popping out of his neck. Seth held back on throwing a hard blow to Marlin's face. Why was he the one that had to apologize when it was his wife Marlin was trying to seduce?“Explanation? What other explanation do you need than the fact that Phoebe is my wife and you shouldn't be trying to ask her out?” Seth arched his brow. Marl
Seth found himself walking out of Phoebe's company with his head bowed low. He knew that this was not going to be easy, but he did not actually think that Phoebe would leave Jim just like that."Of course! What was he thinking anyway? That he could just waltz in here and say some stupid things and Miss Patterson would just go with him?""He does not understand that there is a world of difference between them. And frankly, Ms. Phoebe would be far better off with Mr. Murray than slumming it with this good for nothing fool." The whispers around him did not do much to reduce their tones into incoherent sounds, yet, they spoke ever so loudly enough for him to hear their hurtful words.Eyes of hate and anger shot invisible darts at his back, and as he approached the security guards position, he could hear laughter erupt from one of them."And he thought we were penniless gossips. Look who was shown his place?" The guards laughed."I actually sincerely feel bad for him, I just wished he had
Seth stared at the Security guard again as he explained his reasons for stopping him at the door. "I'm sorry, but only the affluent of society can walk through the front door, it happens to speak volumes of our establishment, the kind of people we allow walking through our front door. I'm sure you won't understand what I mean". The Security guard mocked Seth."I understand clearly what you mean, and I would not want to dirty or put a stain on your establishment's front door." He said and pulled out his phone.He dialed the number the Manager had spoken to him with.The line rang for a couple of minutes before the deep, male voice which had spoken to him an hour ago came up again.Mr. Rivera, am I right?" The Manager asked over the phone."Yes, this is he. I have a little bit of an inconvenience going on outside your establishment right now." Seth said smugly, turning a glaring stare at the Security.Who by now was laughing at him in amusement. "He can't even afford a cab, and he is ca
Seth woke up the next morning feeling excited to go into his day. The whole thought of the fact that his life had completely changed for the better, and he was on his winning scale.The morning sun had set over the city of Kingston, masking the cold winter air that was set to blow in a couple of months.Seth's phone had beeped consistently through the night. His butler had been messaging him all through the night. He had also received a mail notification from the bank, notifying him ofhis account details and the passcodes needed to access his offshore account.The Manager had also sent him the IRS form he needed to fill for the sake of legalizing his accounts in the United States.He immediately put a call out to the Manager of Kingston's Treasury."Good morning Mr. Rivera," the Manager said in a cheery tone."I believe we have good news? I sent you the notifications I had received earlier today."Seth said to the man."Yes Mr. Rivera, and in a couple of...minutes or at most Less than
Early the next morning, Phoebe got up to leave for work, and found that the house had been cleaned. Everywhere had been left sparkling and not a single dust was in sight. The living room had been vacuumed properly and dusted.She walked up to the dining and found a cup of coffee with a note attached to it. The little paper stamp had a smiling emoji drawn on it. A single rose flower laid on the plate of food which had been covered and placed on a tray.There was a tray of assorted foods, salmon, steak, toasts, eggs a d a glass of juice. What exactly was going on. She felt like she had slept and woken up in a dream. She pinched herself severally, but found that she was still awake.She picked up a piece of toast, and found that it was still warm. "How did he..?" She thought to herself.Gloria walked into the house with her bag and the necessary documents for their presentation and meeting at Chroma Creative."Whoa, did you order breakfast?" She exclaimed at the sight of the delicious lo
Phoebe stared open mouthed at Seth, who was seated at the head of the table, with his beard neatly shaved and his hair beautifully cut.A snug smile played on Seth's lips as he stared back at her, his eyes remaining strained on hers. He was being pleased with the expression on her face that told him she could not believe what was happening.The cards had been reversed, and she was now standing in a position of helplessness and she needed his help.Seth's jaws tightened as he continued to hold her gaze with his steadily. Phoebe was the first to break it, as she lowered her eyes in embarrassment."Miss Patterson, I believe you have a presentation to make? Or do we have to wait all day?" He raised an eyebrow at her.Suddenly remembering who she was, Phoebe raised her head with pride, dashing Seth a daring glare. She placed her laptop down on the table as Gloria helped her work the projector.Seth glanced at his pure gold Catier wrist watch, and turned his gaze on Phoebe."You have thirty
“Regret,” she said with a sneer. Regret is just a euphemism for guilt. It doesn’t mean anything. It doesn’t wipe the slate clean, and it definitely does not heal the mess that you made.‘Christian,’ she said softly, ‘don’t come any closer.’ He stopped, as she decided to step back from him.Phoebe flared up again and asked him: “You said you came for the truth?” “Fine. Here’s the truth, Christian. I loved you. With everything I had. And you destroyed me. You were able to make me question myself in ways that I never knew existed. And now you stand here, asking me for what? Closure? Redemption? Forgiveness?”“No,” he said firmly. All I am demanding is an opportunity to prove that I can improve.” That I am better.”She scoffed. “And you believe that one conversation is going to make a difference?” You think I can just what? Stare at you and forget the years I struggled to climb up the ladder and get a life again?“No,” he repeated again, and there was no quiver in his voice. “But I can’t
Christian did not answer this for a while. He looked down, his hands were tightly bunched into fists at his sides. “I know it caused pain,” he said, his voice rising in a hoarse whisper. “I know I can’t undo that. But I can’t just let things be this way. Not anymore. If that means living with your hatred then let it be so.Phoebe only chuckled bitterly and began to pace in front of the fire. ‘Christian, you keep saying all the right things.’ Saying sorry, admitting my mistake, promising to take my anger on myself. But you don’t seem to understand. It’s not about you. Not anymore.”He stared at her with a frown on his face. “Then what is it about?”“It’s about me,” she said angrily, turning to him. ‘That’s about the years I’ve spent struggling to climb out of the pit you dug for me to fall into.’ It is about finding out how to be independent, how to live without the feeling that my chest is going to collapse. It’s about healing, or at least, about trying to put myself back together aft
Phoebe shook her head, her arms wrapped around herself. “You don’t get it, Christian. Other people also had the same feeling as you; they were scared. I was terrified too. Of losing you, of not being good enough. But I stayed. I fought. And you didn’t.”“I know,” he said and his eyes welled up with tears. “And I hate myself for that. I wish I could have been stronger and did not leave when I did. But I’m here now, Phoebe. And I’m not running this time.”She glared at him and her eyes were red with rage, hurt and something else which she could not describe. “You say that now,” she whispered. But what happens when things get hard again? This begs the question, what happens when the cracks start to show?“They won’t,” he said firmly. “Because I’ve come to realize that running in particular does not solve anything. It just leaves a trail of broken pieces behind.”Phoebe only shook her head and a tear rolled down her face. She gently removed it as if she was embarrassed to show her weaknes
It’s convenient. You were waiting until you felt I was ready and powerful enough to take the news. Until you thought I didn’t need you anymore.”“That is not true,” Christian said quickly, getting up, his voice a high pitched note. “I have been taking this guilt with me every day since I left.” I did not return because of convenience. I returned because I could not continue living such a life knowing that I destroyed something that was wonderful.Phoebe whirled on her toes, glaring. “And what about me? Have you ever thought what it feels like to wake up every day with the marks you have made on others? To have to break yourself down and begin to build yourself up again from scratch just to have the one who was responsible for tearing you down appear with an apology?”“I do now,” he said quietly. “Because I do, I see it in your eyes. I hear it in your voice. And I hate myself for being the reason it’s there.”She was breathing raggedly, her hands were balled up at her sides. “You don’t
Christian sighed deeply and rested his hands on the table. “I am a man who wants to know how to accept what I have done. To challenge it, rather than avoiding it. To be able to admit that I can change the future but I can’t change the present and I can’t change the past.”Phoebe scoffed. ‘You really believe that taking responsibility is sufficient?’ You really believe that saying you were wrong in any of this makes it alright?”“No,” Christian said quickly. “It doesn’t make it okay. Nothing can make it okay. But it’s a start, isn’t it? A step toward being better. Towards becoming a person who does not destroy things.”Phoebe looked at her sister with her face impassive and then shook her head. “You want to be better? Good for you. But you don’t get to use me as your redemption arc. I am not some check-point on your way to self-improvement.”“I’m not asking you to be,” Christian said, his voice quiet, but commanding. I don’t need your forgiveness or your approval for anything I am doin
“Phoebe,” he started cautiously, “I’m not here to put more load on you regarding this.” I know you didn’t want any of this and I’m not going to say that I’m so great for coming here now. But I’ve been attempting to take responsibility for my actions. And part of that means realizing how much I caused you pain.”Phoebe’s lips formed, her arms drawn tightly around her in the manner of a shield. “It does not heal the wound, Christian.” Oh do you think that knowing you regret it will give me back the time I lost? The trust I lost? The parts of me that had to be reconstructed?”“No,” replied Christian, who now looked ashamed. “I don’t. And I’m not asking you to forget what I did or even forgive me. I just had to tell you that… I can see it now. I can now understand how self-centered I was and how unable to notice your suffering.She tilted her head to the side, her mouth tightening as she looked out the window and saw the rain running down the glass. “Blind, huh?” she said with much bitter
Phoebe went back to the fire, her hands folding over her chest. For what seemed like a long time she did not respond. The fire crackled in the background, and its heat was the only thing that made the atmosphere between them warm.“What do you want from me, Christian?” she asked after a long time her voice was so low that it was barely audible.“Nothing,” he said quickly. “I don’t want anything from you. I just… I had to share it with you because it is the truth. To say sorry and let you understand that I noticed your suffering. That I see you.”Phoebe only managed to stifle a sarcastic laugh. “You see me now? That’s rich. Where was this clarity two years ago?”Christian moved a little closer and spoke slowly and calmly as if he was pleading with her. I was blind back then Phoebe.” As if the rest of the world does not exist, or, at least, I don’t exist to the rest of the world. But now… now I see everything I should have seen before. I understand how powerful you are, how much you inv
“Sorry isn’t enough,” said Phoebe, tears rolling down her cheeks. “They think they can just come out and apologize and that’s the end of it.”“I’m not expecting that,” Christian said quickly. I know that I can never reverse the wrong I have done. But I had to tell you. I had to stop bringing this with me without doing something about it.”Phoebe exhaled hard and then rested her weight against the windowsill. “Well, did you even know what you left behind?” “How much I had to tidy up after you?”“I’ve thought about it,” Christian said, softly. “But I know that thinking about it isn’t the same as living it. I still can’t fathom how difficult it must have been for you.”Phoebe looked at her and shook her head, fuming again. “And you didn’t just hurt me, Christian.” You made me doubt, everything, including us, including myself. I used so much time thinking why am I not enough. Why I couldn’t repair whatever was ailing you.”Christian cringed as if the words that came out of her mouth had h
One part of him wanted to kick Christian out, shut the door and never see him again. But there was another part, a lesser, more contemplative part of him that was interesting. What if Christian really had transformed? What if this wasn’t just another one of his games?“Alright,” Phoebe said in the end, the word coming out sounding more like a bitter grumble. “You want to talk? Talk. ‘I’m not making any guarantees here,’ I tell him.Christian nodded and his shoulders dropped down as well. He looked around the room, and then looked at the couch. “Do you mind if we sit?”Phoebe frowned, then reluctantly gestured at the couch with a nod. He stayed on his feet, leaning with his arms folded against the wall, a defensive air about him.Christian leaned back on the couch, placing his elbows on his knees and his hands on top of each other. He looked at the floor for a moment with a blank face, then he said something.“I know I hurt you. And not just once—repeatedly. You wanted to help me and I