I packed my bag and I was ready to leave the hotel. I had stayed for a week, it was time to go home.
I went into the elevator, there was a guy standing there, he moved aside for me when I entered. I heard his phone ring but I wasn't facing him, I was facing the door.“Yes, this is Adrian." He said and I turned to look at him, to take in his features.So he was the Adrian…“I'm coming down now." He said and then the elevator door opened. I walked out and then he did, but, we were walking to the same direction, towards the car park. I kept my distance from him, I felt like kicking him in the balls.I opened my car and before I got in, I heard him say.“That's a really cool car." I looked at him. “Thank you."“I'm Adrian and you are?."“Soniva." I cut out Darwin from my full name, In case he ever tries to mention me, Melissa doesn't know me as Sinova.“You look familiar, are you from around here?."“No."“Okay."“Yeah."“Nice car though."“Thanks." I drove away and I watched him from my side mirror, he took Melissa away from me, but no qualms about that, if she was meant to be with me, she would be with me. I drove home, it was a long drive, longer than when I was coming here.As I stepped into my house, I felt a deep familiar feeling, like leaving home and returning, I felt like the prodigal son. I went for a cold shower and I decided to call a friend of mine.“Hey, Charles."“Is everything alright?."“Yeah, why do you ask?."“'Cause you never hit me up, like ever."I laughed.“What's good, brother?."“I'm not so good."“What's the issue?."“I can't talk about it on the phone."“You could come around and we'll discuss it over some drinks."“That's fine with me." I went over to Charles's house and I told him everything, formerly, I had forgotten how good a friend he was.“You're a great Listener, thank you."“Family don't say thank you, it's my responsibility to help a brother, I understand where this would go but just go see Hensley and observe him, we'll take the rest after that."Morning came fast. I wore my best clothes, not to impress but to look presentable, first impression was everything to me. I walked into the living room through the grand double doors and I heard small voices coming from the sitting room. I saw my mum, my dad, Mark, and then my eyes fell on a woman, dark hair, dark eyes, she looked daunting, she must be Alice, my gaze lingered on her face and she turned to look at me, I held her stare, then, I turned to the other male, Hensley. The room was quiet, I was anticipating what to do next, the next move must always be a right move.“Good afternoon." I said to everybody. I was impressed with the sound of my voice.Everybody replied in collision.I sat down, and I looked at Hensley, it was hard to know who was more good looking. He had sandy blonde hair, dark eyes, he would be around my height if he was standing, we both had well built sinew muscles, he looked good… I knew he was scrutinizing me when his eyes roamed around me, I felt comfortable with it, let him see who he's up against, or what if he wants peace. If he was cool with me, then I was cool with him.There was no competition, I was in competition with nobody.I was a little glad that he was alive and not dead, my mum had changed her mind or were they planning something more sinister.“My son and I are here to claim what was ours in the first place." Alice said. I watched her lips move.I turned to look at my dad, to take in his reaction or response.He was quiet, almost frozen, oh how the mighty have fallen." Alice, we haven't confirmed whether or not he would be allowed into the family yet, Mr Anderson could disown him before he even enters into the family.“" Let the man speak for himself.“ Hensley said.“Uhm, I'm going to call my lawyers, they'll make things formal, for now, let's just talk and get to know eachother, that's the reason why we came here, to get to talk and know eachother.“" What do you mean by talk and get to know each other?, We didn't discuss that, that's not what we talked about, you said when they come, you'll send them out.“" Bridgette, that's not how things work.“" How do things work?.“" Look, honey, we can't just act irrational, everything has to be calculated.“" This isn't fair.“ my mum had said." Fair?, did you just say fair? This man left me, left me with a child, a child that I wasn't capable of taking care of, was that fair?, My son grew up, in a small house and with hand me downs, but your son, he got to live in a big house, he had everything he wanted, luxury, wealth In abundance, is that fair.“ My mum was quiet, so was I.I was sorry for them, what they must have passed through.“What I came for, was my share of the money, the one I deserved to have and nothing else, I'm not here to make trouble." Hensley said.“Taking money from us, means trouble." My mum had spat. My eyes fell on Mark, his emotions were not evident on his face." Believe us, we don't want trouble.“ Alice repeated." How did you even find this place, how did you find this family.“ Mark had asked.“It was easy to find the Andersons, we just needed the right amount of money and connection."“There's no need to get to talk and know ourselves, I don't want to associate with people like you, so we're going to leave, when your lawyers are ready, mine will be too, that k you for accommodating me into your lovely home." Alice said and I watched the both of them leave.Immediately they left, I stood up to leave.“Darwin." I heard my dad call me.I turned to him.“Yeah?."“You're just going to leave like that?."“Yes, when all your lawyers are done, call me, I might come and watch the nonsense, but right now, I'm just going to leave."“You can't just leave like that." He said.“Watch me." I told him and I left.When I got to the office on Monday's morning, I didn't see my assistant, Tracey, at the desk. So I decided to call her. She told me that she was sick and she wouldn't be available until a week later. Mark had come to my office in the afternoon.“Good day." He said when he entered.“Yeah?."“I came to inform you, that the next meeting would be on Thursday, this week."“Okay, thank you." “You still wouldn't talk to me, or take your mum's call or your dad's?." I stared at him for some time and I dropped my eyes back to my laptop.“It's fine, but, I'm hoping that you'll wake up and see that we tried to help you, please, remember to be t
I was happy that my company was starting to take light, I had seen the blueprints, it was beautiful, I could almost see it in real life, as if I had already built it. I thought that it would have been harder to build a company from scratch but it was as easy as breathing, all it needed was the right amount of money and the right connections. Ken had actually surprised me, I was proud of his work. Since I was young, I always wanted to have a tech company, instead of running my dad's company, the hard part was picking a name, I was bad at picking names.Thursday morning had come very fast. I hated Thursday. When I woke up, I woke up angry, but I was glad that I didn't have the silly nightmare of Hensley chasing me. I was going to see my family, formerly, I loved them, I loved them so much. I would get home sick if I didn't see them for a week, and there was a feeling when I was with them, the same feeling of fulfilment Karen gave me, it's surprising how things ch
I woke up by four am in the morning, my alarm hadn't even gone off yet, I had set it for 5:15am. I changed from my pyjamas and I went out for a run, when I got back, I took my bath. I went around my house for a short while to take in the scenery, I would miss the house, I was still taking in the scene when I remembered that I hadn't packed my bags yet and my flight was leaving in a few hours. I went to the closet and as fast as I could, I packed my bags, I took the things I really needed and I left the rest. It was about six am in the morning. The sun was still far east, the weather was cool, the sky was grey and dark and everything was quiet and still, I made coffee and I called my driver that would drive me to the airport. I was done with drinking my coffee when the driver came.“Good morning sir."“Good morning." I told him and I climbed the car while he took my bags from me to drop them in the back seat. I took a look at my house once again, it was the last ti
I had chosen a house that contrasted all the mansions I've been living in, all my life, I chose a house that would play with colours, the living room was painted with multiple shades of turquoise, red, and yellow, with Sharp Egyptian cotton curtains to highlight all the colours. This house wasn't a mansion, it was just a storey building and it wasn't white and grand, it didn't have bay windows and it wasn't whitestone, it didn't have a fountain or a patio, but it did have a pool, and it didn't have a garden, and it didn't have an oversized gym that gave me strong feeling of emptiness, it was completely different and I loved it. I dropped my bags somewhere in the living room and I took a tour round the house, the sun was setting, and golden streaks escaped from the windows through the curtains in soft bursts, for once in my life, I felt that I had accomplished something tangible, by myself, without my father's wealth or influence, I couldn't explain the way I felt, I felt so
I drove to my office, it was 9:36, as I was coming towards it, I had sighted the big sign in front of the building, written on it was Sinova in big golden block letters, it sent chills down my spine. It was a fifteen storey building, but I wasn't staying at the top floor. I entered into the building and I was met by a pretty lady.“ Mr Darwin, she called. It's nice to finally meet you, please come, let's introduce you to your employees, I'm Mandy, your assistant. “" Hi Mandy. “" Hi. “ She said and giggled. I watched her do her job, she was quick and effective, that was what I needed, quick and effective and she had a beautiful streak of grace. She had brown doe eyes, and brunette hair, small fine lips that I liked to watch.She had introduced me to everyone, every single person had gathered to see me. I gave a small speech that wasn't practiced, I had talked to them with my heart and I felt they liked me. Everything was going very good on my first day.I heard a k
I got home from work before the clock struck six. My house was vacant but it wasn't lonely. I was taking off my clothes when I heard the door bell ring. I wasn't putting on trousers but I was wearing a shirt but I went to the door anyways. I was walking towards the door when it rang again. I opened the door to see a face that looked so familiar. I know I had a thing where everybody I see, seemed as if I had met them before, but, this time I wasn't just guessing, the feeling was strong.“Don't I know you?." I blurted out.“Ermm."“Sorry, don't mind my manners, come in please."“No, don't worry, I'm your neighbor, I live right beside you, and I just thought of bringing you a small gift, here, I brought some cupcakes and cookies, I hope you like them, I made them myself." " I'm fucking serious, you look familiar. “ She looked up at my face." Darwinson?!. “" Yes” Apart from my family, there was only one person that called me Darwinson, fuck, who was that?. ““Oh my, Darw
I layed on my bed and I faced the ceiling. I felt like the space in my chest where emotions resided in, was lit, on fire. I was restless, but I was still, I couldn't move, myriads of thoughts ran wild in my head, how could it fucking be. I was trying to piece the whole thing, I was literally trying to piece my life. When I was a boy, I was all alone, locked up in a gigantic house, I got home school till I was ten and I was sent to boarding school in another continent, just because my parents were too busy to take care of me. And they rarely visited me, they just spent a fortune paying for my education. Rain falling outside reminded me of a movie I'd once seen, a sad and quiet movie, that bore a strong dark emotion to it and now, it didn't want to let me go. I stood up from my bed and I walked to the closet, I used to do this as a child, when I was upset, I would go to the closet and lay on the floor, holding my knees to my chest and eventually I would sleep off, I was a
I had to go in with him, he drove me home, he was nice, nobody was ever nice to me. His name was Geoffrey, he came by the house after that day and we bonded, and soon we became very good friends. He was my first kiss, my first love, my first boyfriend, he was my first. He felt like the father I never had, his love felt like a big block that had filled a piece in me, his love had completed me, the attention made me feel special, I was happy, for once, I was noticed, for who I was. I fell for him, he was five years older than me, he cared for me, gave me things, all kinds of gifts, too many things, now that I'm older I know it was all just love bombing, he didn't really love me but I didn't know that, all I knew was his lies and his fake. If I could tell my teenage self something, I would tell her to continue to do whatever she did, it wasn't her fault, nothing was ever her fault, it wasn't her fault that she grew up in a vile world, it wasn't her fault that she was le
It was morning. I woke up a little after dawn. I went out for a run and when I got back, everybody was already up. We were in my house in New York... All of us. My mum, my little brother, my elder brother Kai, my lovely Ará and me... All of us. “Good morning." I said to my mum.“Where's Ará?." I asked nobody in particular.“She's preparing breakfast." Kai said. I headed for the kitchen.I saw here there, handling some pots.“Good morning." I said to her walking into the kitchen.“Good morning." She said Smiling. “I woke up and I didn't see you, I figured you must have gone out for a run." " I did. “" Why don't you join me in making breakfast.“" Are you sure you don't want to have a cook or maybe just a house keeper and the house keeper can employ people to come and do some stuff. ““Remember what happened with Rosé..., Remember?." " I remember. ““ I don't want something like that to repeat itself and plus, I'm able to do these stuff on my own. We can just call peopl
It was late afternoon already.“You're my mother..." I whispered to myself, I figured that if I wanted anybody to hear me, I had to speak louder but I couldn't find my voice. “My mother's name was Bridgette, was it her you gave... Was I the baby?." I asked her..., My mother, my real mother. Looking at her I didn't know what to say, we all didn't know what to say. We all looked ashen and spooked. I wasn't the only heir after all, I was the child of a lovely affair. Something in me spurred, gave life to light. She was my mother... I felt as if I was another person entirely, I didn't feel like my name was Darwinson Charleston Andersons.... No, I didn't feel like I had a name but I felt that I had a past a, strong past and there was a strong love that brought be to the world... Not the strange type Bridgette and Anderson had, finally I could call them by their first names... I whispered it out “Bridgette Andersons and Anderson Cooper Andersons." It sounded good to my ears. Noa is
Once again I was making lunch while Kurtis spoke to Solo. To keep my mind away from what was happening, I decided to bury myself in poems, poems that nobody had heard.'I know but I don't want to believe, that there is no such thing as love, I know it's true that love dosent exist but If believing in it is being foolish, then I want to be foolish, if being foolish is being happy, then I want to be foolish it's not everytime in your life that you have to be wise, sometimes you know what happens next, so why not close your eyes and fall blindly into love even though it comes with heartbreak(s), at least you were once happy, at least you were once foolish. ''I have the mind of a ninety year old but the heart of a three year old, I love desperately and I care quietly, I miss calmly and I wait patiently, I want truly and I think fastly, I think deeply, I listen, I understand truly, I judge with reasons, I'm calm, my heart is stupid, my mind is mature, I won't compare myself to a lonely fl
I woke up the next morning to find the bed empty. I went to the sitting room. Solo was already dressed and he was drinking coffee.“Hey baby, why are you dressed so early?." I asked him." Mr Kurtis called. He's going to have a meeting with us today. He wants us to be there earlier today. “" Okay.... When will you be back?. “" In the afternoon. “" Good bye. “ I told him and he dropped his cup on the table." I love you sweetie, take care of Kai and yourself.“ He told me. I watched him leave.I went to the bathroom, I brushed my teeth and I had my bath. I was still dressing up when I heard the knock on the door. Did Solo leave anything in the house that he should have carried. I tied a towel around my chest. I went to the door, I undid the locks and then I turned the door open, standing there was Kurtis. He walked past me.“Jeez, Solo just left, what if you met him here."“I saw his car leave, I knew he just left, I was outside."“ For how long?." I asked him.“N
I woke up and made breakfast for Solo. While Solo was still asleep, the phone rang.“Hello." I said into the phone.“Hey baby." Kurtis's voice cut through the phone.“You called this early." I said above a whisper."I've been awake since dawn, I didn't know if would be so early, I'm sorry. ““You don't have to be, I was just worried that Solo might have picked the call." " How are you doing?. “ He asked me. “I just made breakfast... I'm good, how about you?."“I miss the hell out of you." He told me“I miss you too."“How about I come and pick you up today. My yacht is out in the ocean."“I don't know about today..." I started to say but he cut me off.“Solo is going to be done with his work soon, in two days time. I can't hold him here, surely he's going to get any contract, I can arrange that but I don't know how valid that plan would be, we literally don't have time on our hands, I've been thinking about it for so long and it's chewing me up. “" I thought about it too. “" I
I went home. As if Ana smelt it... As if she knew that I had done the abominable, she smiled a very fake smile.“Gael, you're back." She said to me. It wasn't Mrs Garcia or Miss Gael, it had changed to Gael, only Gael. But I felt good, I felt alive, I felt in love again almost reborn... I was born again. Gone was the old Gael and come was the new one. Not that they both of them had too many distinct features they didn't, they had too many in common, but this new me was the manifestation of the reborn Gael, the one that was formerly lost in being loyal... The one that had to quench her fire to fit in a type of lifestyle. “Yes, I'm back. “ I told her... My voice seemed foreign to me, it was much more bolder than the former, I was much more confident. “Hey Kai, how are you doing?." I asked Kai. “Momma." Kai said giggling. I took him from Ana.“Thank you Ana.“ I told her. She walked out of the door without saying anything. I was still in the bathroom having
The next day, after Solo had left for work. I took out those boxes, sat there in Kai's closet and I tore them. Toy train and cars that could moves with remotes... There were too many toys in the first box, too many that I wondered how Kai would play with them, all. Then in the other box were jewelries... How would I explain how I got them. I knew that I would have to come up with a new lie. If Solo asked who bought them, I would say that my colleague, Marietta gave them to Kai... She had a rich uncle no, I wouldn't say she had a rich uncle, I could say that she had a rich brother and she had a wealthy family too... And she loves Kai, should add that she also has a daughter or maybe I'll say she has a son. When Solo had come back, he had met me sitting in the living room with the two boxes on the table.“Jeez babe, what are those, the boxes are huge."“The boxes are huge aren't they... Let me tell you, come and have a sit. Do you remember Marrietta, my colleague, the funny lad
I heard the knock on the door. I wondered who it was. I was in the kitchen setting the things I would use to prepare dinner. I turned the locks, opened the door and I saw Kurtis standing there with two huge boxes standing beside him. When he saw me, he bent and he carried the both of the boxes and they seemed heavy. “Good afternoon." I said and he walked past me.“These boxes are heavier than they look." He said to me laughing. He dropped it on the table." I wasn't expecting you. “ I said to him." I know. “ He said walking to Kai's bedroom. " I was just in the office and I thought I'd come and surprise you and Kai. “ He said touching Kai's face." What's in the boxes?. “" Toys, mostly and the other things are just for you.“" For me?. “ " Yes, I picked them today myself. I'm sure you'd love them. “" Thank you, but what are they?. “ I asked him." You'll find out when you open the box. “ Kai was awake so they were playing together while I was cooking in the kitchen
“I'll be back soon." I told Ana. I turned the door and I walked out of the house. I went outside and I saw a different car, but it was black. And sitting behind the wheels was the same driver.“Hi." I said to him. He smiled at me. It didn't take long before we reached the beach. I climbed down from the car. The sun plastering on my body. The wind scattering my hair and my dress, kissing me everywhere. “Mr Kurtis will be waiting for you in the boat right there.“ The driver said pointing to a boat. It was the only boat that was there and it was big. Written on the body was 'Aqua-Marine'. I liked the name, very much. I walked to the deck and I turned around, the driver had started to drive away. This time there was no body to lead me. I saw Kurtis standing there when I was on the deck. He smiled at me. I turned to the ocean then to look at him.“Eyes like the heart of water." I told him. He laughed and stretched out his hand to me.“You look beautiful."“Than