"I want to know, how do you feel when you see Axton again?" asked Doan, he looked at me."Umm.. it feels the same, only this time I feel sorry and want to protect him, maybe if the matter of affection is certainly still there, like I said, the same. But, to have it, it seems like it's no longer there, I want him to really be able to focus and recover from all his trauma, for some reason I think he's going to go with Renata's father and mother to Kalimantan," I said."That's true, I think it's a bit impossible if he stays here, while both of Renata's parents have to go back there, Axton might relapse again, I agree with your assumption that it's Ric," said Doan."I hope you can control your feelings for Axton, remember that now you have Renata, Axton is finished, your story with her is also gone, Ric, is there, but only as a friend, poor Renata if you really are choose Axton again," Zero said.I nodded, in accordance with the determination I made yesterday, I will never go back to Axto
"Axton's condition actually gradually improved at the beginning, but the last few days Axton seemed to be hiding something, she was no longer able to talk and joke, her days just passed by with empty eyes, we were actually confused as to why Axton could change drastic like this, sometimes he just smiles alone with a scary look, sometimes he looks weak and helpless as you can see, whatever it is, I hope the family can continue to contact me for Axton's development, we are very happy that Axton still has a family that can give her love, Axton's life is still long, it's still not too late for her to change and slowly change all the past that is attached to her," said the psychiatrist, we were sitting in the psychiatrist's room, while Axton was getting ready to go home with help. by social care workers."Okay, ma'am, I will contact you and give a report regarding Axton's mental condition, we are very grateful because you and other officers have really taken care of Axton, we are very happ
"Come on in, Robert, Pak Joko is already inside," said Renata's papa, welcoming us who had just arrived in front of Renata's terrace.It was four o'clock in the afternoon, as agreed, by four o'clock we were at Renata's house to discuss Axton's rescue plan.We entered Renata's house, as usual the cold stares from Renata's grandmother in their family photos really made goosebumps goosebumps.We were invited to sit in the living room, where we gathered that evening."So this is Robert, huh?" asked Mr. Joko, he looked neat with the batik clothes he was wearing."Yes sir," I replied, bowing my head to Mr. Joko.From behind, Renata brought some cups for us, I didn't see Renata's mother, it seemed that Renata's mother was busy with her own business.Renata put the cups of hot tea on the table."Let's drink first," said Papa Renata offered to all of us.Renata then left us, now the six of us are just sitting in this living room."Ah, let's get straight to it, to save time, have you heard the
I'm on my way to Doan's house, tonight we agreed to stay again at Doan's house. Zero and Irvan had already arrived at Doan's house, I might still be half way there. Coupled with the heavy rain that was falling, I had to be careful and focus on driving.The scent of Renata's perfume still lingers in this car, along with her smile and eyes. Before he entered the house he gave me a sweet peck on the cheek, I was quite surprised when he did that, just as Axton gave Leo a kiss at the museum. After kissing me he immediately ran and closed the fence of his house, making me feel awkward for a few minutes and silent like an idiot in a car.If I want to be honest, even when I remember Renata, my heart is like being torn in two, the left side always echoes Axton's name, and the right side of course sided with Renata. It's hard for me to control all of this, especially since I sometimes like to be fickle and change my mind. Slowly but surely, Axton's name will be released slowly, I don't want to
"Do you want to go out?" I'm calling Renata, tonight is Sunday night, the usual ritual for young people is to invite their crush or girlfriend on a date."Hm... Can you do that, where are we going? Just the two of you or together?""Just the two of you, just go around and have a snack,""Yes, I want to,""Seven o'clock,""Okay sis,""Okay, I'll continue with the other friends, bye,"I hung up."Do you want to walk Ric or Renata?" asked Zero who was reading a magazine in the corner of Doan's room."Yeah, I need refreshing, I'm walking with a girl normally, aren't you guys going out tonight?" I asked."I'm still just eating Erika, I don't know if it's the two humans," answered Doan while pointing at Zero and Irvan."Me huh? I'm just accompanying Irvan, it's the same as yesterday, I don't know why, I've lost the feeling, after all, he's also in Malaysia, I don't think I can and I don't feel comfortable following his lifestyle, especially since he's always busy, from a young age. I've bee
“After this, maybe three days later I just contacted Axton, so we will now go to three days after this,” Leo's ghost told me.“Wait, what were you doing for three days? Crying over your ex?” I asked Leo, his face looking dumbfounded as if he didn't want to answer my question.“Why do we have to talk about my story, just focus on seeing the past between Axton and me,” Leo's ghost stammered.“Haha, gosh, you regret that much about your relationship??!!!” I let out a laugh at Leo, he seems a little annoyed."You just don't feel love, it's natural that I feel sad or lost, our relationship has been going on for more than a year, it had to end just because that ridiculous thing was an insult to me, I didn't cry, it's just that I spent three days playing PS in my room all day,” said Leo's ghost."Okay okay, I'm sorry, I was just laughing at you, okay now where are we going?" I asked Leo's ghost.Leo without answering anything directly touched my body and we were in the same place only at a d
"Hehe, yes, Sis, no one said you are apathetic, it's just that humans have their own busy lives, I happen to know some of the neighbors around because I often hear Mama and Papa talk," Axton said, smiling at Leo.Axton's face is so cute, it means that we are now in 2003 and Axton is only in the first year of high school.“Ah, okay, by the way, where are you going, Chel?” Leo asked."I want to go home, today at school there is an urgent meeting, so the students were sent home early, I happened to be buying monthly supplies from the minimarket, Sis, where are you going yourself? It looks like you're feeling down, it's obvious from his face,” Axton said, her eyes glaring at Leo very warmly."She's good at making you feel good," I said to Leo ghost, we could feel Axton's aura so strong in this story."You're right, I'm really gloomy. I also don't know where to go, I'm just walking, life will be hard when you're faced with problems and don't know where to go, it feels like I just want to g
Two days passed just like that, nothing strange and disturbing happened. Slowly the calm came to me. This is the third day we sleep at my house. The aura that used to be spooky is now back to normal, the room I've always longed for can also be reused as the most comfortable place. Even during the day, my three best friends came home and I dared to live alone in this house.It is now nine o'clock in the morning, my three friends have just returned to their respective homes, I am relaxing on the sofa in front of the television enjoying the morning sun that enters through the ventilation and windows. Ah, it's so delicious, it's something I really miss.I closed my eyes, this sunlight feels like it reaches my heart, so warm. The last two days, Renata has been acting strangely, in the sense that she seems to be a little more modest than usual, I don't know since her question that night, she is no longer as cheerful as yesterday when she called me. There must have been one or two pessimisti