Erelah
Author: RediousInPaper
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

I silently closed my eyes as I hung upside down here in my bedroom. I looked at the clock and saw that half an hour had passed but I was still not dying.

I frowned and suddenly looked at the door of my room when someone entered from there.

"What are you doing?!" Gazer asked in shock as I called and headed here.

"Suicide," I answered while looking at him upside down. I saw his forehead wrinkle and then he grabbed a knife from his pocket to cut the rope that was wrapped around my leg.

"Ouch!" I moaned as I fell to the floor and hit my head first. I looked at Gazer badly who also looked at me badly.

"You're crazy." He said then rubbed his senses. I snout then handed me the book entitled 'Guide to kill yourself.'

"It says here when I hang myself upside down, all my blood will go to my head and then I will slowly die but I won't feel the pain as long as I just drink--"

"Instead of killing yourself, why don't you entertain this woman you brought home first." He said while looking at the woman in my bed. I also look at the woman sleeping on my bed.

"I have no intention of taking that home," I said then got up from sitting on the floor. "Can you take that and take it home? She's covering my bed too much." I said the reason for me to get a strong nape from Gazer.

"You take a woman home and then you give her to me, are you abnormal?" He said irritably.

"She lost consciousness earlier, I shouldn't have left her on the road."

"Who is that?" He asked. I sat on the side then took the knife that was on the side table and unified toy.

"She's the woman I'm telling you who suddenly appeared when I was about to jump off the bridge," I said then looked at the blade of the knife I was holding.

"Is that her ?!" He asked in shock. I did not answer.

"I also heard that she called the mayor 'Papa' earlier," I said so he stopped. His face suddenly became serious and then he signaled for us to leave my room first. I immediately followed him and then went to the kitchen of my house.

"The explosion earlier, it wasn't from us," I said when we got to the kitchen of my house. He immediately took a bottle of wine next to it then two glasses.

"Don't drink that, it's poisonous," I said then snatched the wine he was holding and replaced it with another. He quietly opened the wine and then poured it into our glass.

"I didn't shoot the mayor either." He said so I looked at him. "It's too late for you to order me, I just saw that the mayor has fallen." He said, I sat in a chair and then looked at him drinking wine.

"The woman in my room, a woman ordered her to give the bomb to the mayor," I said then drank the wine he poured into my glass.

The two of us fell silent, I remembered again how the woman in my room begged us to go to her father while there was a commotion in and out of the building.

"Boss hasn't ordered anything yet, but I've already said something about that." He said so I looked at him.

"I mean, I still have plenty of time to commit suicide?" I asked so he looked down at me.

"Entertain the woman--"

"Where am I?" Gazer and I looked at the stairs where that voice was coming from. From there we saw the woman I was carrying standing and crying again.

"You're at Damon's house," Gazer replied so the woman looked at our behavior. The two of us had the right vision which made me feel like a weirdo.

"Y-you ...." The woman said softly as she turned to look at me. I just raised my two eyebrows while looking at her when she suddenly approached me and suddenly hugged me causing me to be surprised and look at Gazer who was also surprised by what the woman did.

"P-please, I'm begging you. C-come with me to Papa." She says crying. I didn’t answer because I didn’t know what to answer, I was just looking at him hugging me.

"Please, help me."

I was immediately swallowed and pushed by the woman who was hugging me as someone entered my memory which was something I had long forgotten.

The woman seemed surprised when I pushed her, even Gazer looked at me while supporting the woman who was almost out of balance.

I averted my eyes and drank the wine in my glass.

"Help! Help us please!"

I closed my eyes and began to calm myself.

"Damon."

"Achaz!"

"Damon!"

"Damon!" I looked at Gazer as he shouted. I also looked at the woman next to him as she looked at me.

"You're turning red," Gazer said calmly to me so I averted my gaze and headed to the refrigerator to get some water.

"I'm sorry, Damon is just a little floating." I heard Gazer say to the woman. I turned around and started drinking the water I had taken.

"About what you said, don't worry because we'll go with you to your dad." I was distracted by what Gazer said to the woman. I saw him smile at the woman who was just looking at him.

"I'm Gazer and he's Damon." Gazer laughed and introduced himself to the woman. I was forced to drink water again.

"I-I'm Erelah. Auerelah Donovan." Introduce the woman. I leaned against the refrigerator and then looked at their behavior.

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