Coincidentally, I was invited again in the palace. Li Cha really admired Bai Suxin. She likes spending time with this fairy-like person. It's unbelievable.
"Your highness, why don't I visit your fourth brother?""Fourth brother?"I smiled at her. Then Li Cha wickedly laughed."You go find him. But you have to hurry back. Don't let crown prince brother catch you or else, he'll get jealous."I heavily nodded.Lu Kai, Eunuch Xu and Jin'er were with me when we found Li Han in the training ground. He was alone. He looked so pathetic.Li Han was faking everything. Like how his bad posture can be compared to those new hired awkward soldiers. He's really trying so hard to hide his true self.Seriously? He is the male lead but he is not immortal! He just recovered from cold. Why isn't he resting?When Li Han noticed our presence, he paused for a few seconds then he continued swinging his swords. With more power, showing his anger and frustration in every slash of his swords.I walked slowly to him. Li Han was sweating. He breathed hard before he glanced at me and glared."Stop it."I stopped, few steps far from him then I moved my head to the side. "What?""Stop sending me food. Stop sending me medicine. I'm not a beggar."Chuckling, "Your highness is wrong. For me, his highness is no different from a beggar in the street."As usual, his expression showed how he felt insulted. A mere daughter of a noble, treated him, a prince like a beggar."I heard you got sick so I sent you medicine. I heard your financial budget was cut off because you angered the crown prince. So as a loyal subject of the empire, I, a noble daughter with a good heart, sent you food. Instead of being thankful, your highness want to reprimand me? I've never seen such hypocrisy.""Bai Suxin." His nose flared.'I hate the male lead. I hate everyone. I hate this fucking novel. I don't want to be here. Why am I here? Why me?! Why?!'"Su- Suxin."I blinked. Noticing that Li Han was staring at me with a shock expression. I touched my cheeks, and damn, they were tainted with tears.'Damn it!' I breathed in and tried to control my emotion. I have to act well. I have to."Tsk. You're so pitiful that it makes me cry." I giggled."Suxin. You.""Your highness, if you want to thank me for pitying you, why not give me one of your eye?" I laughed crazily. No. I really think I'm going crazy.His confuse expression gone. His lips turned into a thin line. "I don't need your help.""Whatever."Inside the carriage, Jin'er kept glancing at me."What is it?""My lady, do you like the fourth prince?"I choked. "W-what?""Then why are you helping him? You insult him, you look down at him but then you're still helping him. I'm so confused, my lady.""So you think I'm helping him?""You're not?"I patted her head. "Li Cha and I made a bet. If his fourth brother fall for me before her thirteenth birthday, she'd give me the mermaid tears . If I failed, I'll give her my jade bracelet.""Ohhh. A bet?!" Jin'er beamed. "I really thought you like that dog prince. That scared me." She puffed her chest. "Please my lady, don't scare me again like that."—Emperor Li Hai decreed a three-days 'birthday celebration' for the Empress Dowager as a sign of his filial pity.Grand, colorful and expensive decorations where seen everywhere in the palace. It was like a Qixi festival. There were a lot of entertainments for all the royalties and nobles. Games, music and even circus.I should be amazed of all the things I witnesses in this era. They were all new to me but, these things only made me sad.In the real world, I was an independent woman, working in the bustling city. Still every month, I will always take time to go back to our province, especially during holidays. Or else, Mom will nagged at us and even show us her crocodile tears, saying we don't love her anymore.Mom was really..Mom was spoiled by her children. By us.We bought her expensive things, for her skincare, medicines and sometimes kitchen utensils that she like so much. Since Dad passed away, Mom became more dependent to us. Closer to us.I know Mom misses Dad so much. That's why, Mom need us, her children to stay strong and lived well.And yet, I left her. I, her youngest daughter.I closed my eyes, swallowing all my grievances to this damn novel. I hardly adapted my life here. I wish three years will come fast so that my role will finally end.I must go back to Mom. I must. I just need to endure for three years more. Just endure it!"Lady Bai, who do you think will win?"I glanced at Li Cha. She was wearing a rose-colored dress whilst I have on my fairylike white dress. I, despite being only a noble daughter, was sitting beside the other royalties."Tenth brother, stop him!" Li Cha shouted.The princes were taking this opportunity to show off their unique abilities in front of the emperor and the other nobles. The competition among the princes were no joke.Everyone screamed, even Li Cha."What are you doing?! Call the imperial physician.""Crown prince!""Help the crown prince!"After the crown prince fell from his horse, the arena turned into chaos. The game stopped.Emperor Li Hai stood up, obviously shocked. On the other side, the Empress Dowager almost fainted when she saw the unfortunate scene of her favorite grandson.People ran towards the crown prince and immediately assisted Li Rui and sent him to be treated. The Empress Dowager and the Emperor Li Hai also followed, obviously concerned.Whispers erupted among the bystanders. I didn't noticed when did Li Cha left my side.Far away, that person was pitifully struggling to stand on his own. I snorted at his straight painful expression. During the game, Li Rui and Li Han were at the same time fell from their horses and yet, everyone showed their concerned only for the crown prince.Even Emperor Li Hai. For him, Li Han doesn't matter. Showing that Li Han don't even enter his eyes. As if he's not also his son. As if he completely forgotten that he was once had a fourth prince to begin with.Disappointment and anger flashed into Li Han's eyes but he immediately hid them.I took my time to walked over and playfully asked: "Do you need help?"Li Han didn't answer. He only glared at me. His deep eyes telling me to walk away. Even though Li Han was a prince, no one even bothered to help him. The corner of my mouth arched upwards. "What are you waiting? Help the prince."The twins, Lu Kai and Lu Yi, my bodyguards immediately seized Li Han's arm."What are you doing? Let go of me!"The novel stated that Li Han has superior martial arts. Looking at him, pretending to struggle, I just want to smack him.Anyway, as of now, Li Han still need to hide his talent. It wasn't the right time for his protagonist light to shine until a year later."Bai Suxin, I don't need your help. Leave me alone!"People were starting to notice the shameful scene of the fourth prince."The dog prince!""He really is useless. He can't even get away from ordinary bodyguards. Such weakling!""Lady Bai is helping again the fourth prince. She is too soft-hearted."When we reached the Peach Blossom Courtyard, an imperial physician was already there waiting f
"Bai Suxin, why are you so cruel?" He whispered."Li Han!"In the next second, Li Han was thrown into the ground with my white umbrella. Confused, the weak Li Han gritted his teeth and glared at Li Rui. His pale lips tainted with blood as a result of Li Rui's punch."How dare you look at my woman?!"Li Rui was seething. The guards and eunuchs didn't dare to stopped the crown prince. But then Jin'er stepped forward, her voice came out loud, "My lady, you're shivering!"With that, Li Rui halted his approach and stopped caring about Li Han. He quickly went near me. Li Rui shouted to his servants, panicking as he covered me with his thick black cloak and providing me a new umbrella above my head."The fourth prince.." My voice laced with concern. It was a big contrast, so different at the way I talked to Li Han earlier. The mocking tone was gone."Li Rui, please don't punish the fourth prince." This only made Li Rui angrier. "Lady Bai, you..""Please, your highness the crown prince. He'
"I want my Mom. Mom. Mom.""You're not my Mom.""Mom.""Xin'er, it's me. I'm your mother. I'm here.""You're not my Mom. I want my Mom. Mom. Mom, I'm scared."I woke up in dazed. My body felt weak and I'm.. hungry. My stomach grumbled. So.. I really got sick just like how I predicted. Ahg! It wasn't the best feeling.When Jin'er noticed my tiny movement, she dashed to my side. Relief was written on her face nevertheless, she's still asking nonstop about my condition: where do I feel unwell, do I need this or that. She was really a handful.Jin'er passed me the porridge. Still feeling weak from fever, I ate slowly.Minutes later, Bai Meili came. Her motherly actions overwhelmed me."Jin'er, why did you put chicken in here? What's kind of servant are you? You don't even know how to serve your master. Xin'er don't like chicken. She hates them."Jin'er kneeled down and quickly asked for forgiveness. Seeing Jin'er on her knees, banging her head on the floor as she pleaded for her life, it
The day came where the male lead will be send to Tang.As a prince of the empire, even a bullied prince was still a prince. Li Han was given hundreds of soldiers as his guards, providing him protection until he'd safely arrive to his destination .The capital was bustling. The gathered crowd at the side of the streets. Because there's a high chance that the fourth prince won't be coming back, everyone was eager to have one last look at the "bullied dog prince".Of course, as the villainess, I should play my role well.The fourth prince's procession stopped when they saw the prime minister's carriage.I stepped out from the carriage, Li Rui came running to me. "Lady Bai, what are you doing here?" Li Rui was tasked to send his good brother to Tang. "I want to bid the fourth prince goodbye.""That.."Li Rui frowned, seemingly dissatisfied. He looked at me then to the carriage behind him; to that unworthy person inside, to the source of his annoyance. Of course, the inevitable jealousy
"Shi'er, I know Mom is wrong. I should've told you earlier. I just.. don't want you get worried. You're too precious and fragile. You're my youngest that's why you are also stubborn.. just like your Dad."I screamed at the phone, "You don't want me to get worried?! Then from now on, I'm not going to be your daughter!""Shi'er! Liu Shishi!"I stared vacantly at nothing. Remembering my last words to Mom, I couldn't help but feel remorseful. How could I say that to Mom?"My lady!"Jin'er hastily ran to me with her panic-stricken face. I almost stumbled when she yanked me.. far enough from the lake. Then Jin'er proceeded her usual routine, she turned me on my left side, then on my right, inspecting my body for any visible wounds. Back to my world, I was a person that doesn't own many things, nevertheless I studied so hard that I didn't even get a boy during college days and when I reached adulthood, I did my best to achieved everything I have. I was very contented with that simple life.
I quietly sat beside my parents. Five years in this world, five years of being Bai Suxin, I picked up a few things. The Bai's didn't even notice the difference between me and their real daughter. When it comes to calligraphy, music, dance and poetry, my skills were very mediocre just like how Bai Suxin's in the novel.The male lead and the female lead are now finally sitting together. A perfect picture for their fans. I tried not to look at them. I want to lie low for now. Today, Bai Suxin don't have a scene. Because I'm only here to act envious towards the female lead.The emperor, just like a puppet requested/ordered the enemy princess Chu Wanwan to perform a dance in the banquet.My mouth unconsciously gaped open. 'I wish I have my camera.'No wonder, she was famous and known as an extremely gifted dancer of the Chu Empire.Chu Wanwan enticed the crowd with her frivolous seductive gaze and the corner of her lips were slightly lifted, seemingly haughty.Her plum blossom-inspired C
I learned my lesson. I am not allowed to interfere or change anything in the novel.Or else, things will go awry.Five years ago, due to my interference, I insisted Bai Meili to postpone the trip to Yanyi Temple. As a result, it changed her fate and the people around me.Bai Meili was supposed to die that year in a carriage accident on her way to Yanyi Temple. That time, I was reckless. Too simple-minded. Too soft-hearted and thought I have save a life.I didn't know that I traded someone's lives with hers. 'Two innocent lives.'Due to the fact that she didn't die, two weeks later, when Mingle was caught red handed by stealing a bun, Bai Meili ordered Mingle and her mother to be send to Red District causing them to suicide.In the novel, after Bai Meili's death, the cruelty to the slaves in the manor has stopped. The pair of mother and daughter don't need to steal a bun because of hunger. Mingle was supposed to lived, meet and soon marry his true love. Her husband-to-be, a nobleman wa
"Since the banquet, I can't seem to forget the outstanding talent of the Chu Princess.""What's outstanding about that? She only knows how to seduce men.""Seduce?" In a fake way, I showed a shock expression."That barbaric princess is now just a pitiful commoner. Nothing compared to our pure-hearted Lady Bai." Li Cha sneered.Suddenly we heard laughters nearby."Who's there?!"One of Li Cha's maid whispered to her, "It's the Commoner, Your Highness."When Chu Wanwan and her maids saw us, they stopped laughing and hastily saluted us. She's a commoner now, but she still has maids? This only proves her unyielding position in the palace."Greetings to Princess of Laoyang."Chu Wanwan was wearing a beautiful pink hanfu. There was no difference on her clothing to a noble like me. When Li Cha walked forward to slap her, Chu Wanwan was so shock. She stood frozen. "Ha! You don't even know the proper etiquette to greet an imperial princess?""Miss Chu, you should say, 'Commoner Chu Wanwan gre