Finara put the bills into her small handbag. Five hundred dollar for the English course fee per 3 months ...phew ! It's at jalan Martha Dinata street, an elite area in Bandung..all native speaker teachers it's ..her dreams since she was a teenager. Learning English with natives surely more expensive but reasonable,yeah , with the original pronunciation and ...more important for Fin was...she loves their styles ..the westerners..their enthusiastic way and lively means when they move and talk ..well it's a plus value and maybe even the most pleasant matter for her . 500 $ for attending a course would be impossible for her to afford before she married to the old businessman named Abdul Malik. Well alright,many things she get now after she married him . They say money can not buy everything,agreed, but who can deny the fact that money can get pleasure and satisfaction...? Sometimes when you feel lonely you can go shopping even not in need to buy anything..just to see sweet smiles from

We better to talk more of better world for better hereafter...Well time has come to separate at the bus halt ...Vid move her point finger fast as a taxi come close in front of them "Bye " she said with thin smile ,giving a wave of phone call later on just before closing the car door .Fin smiles and wave back and stand for a moment to get on the bus she needs.Crowded as always .One get off after another .. pickpocket ....be careful are around public transportation.Work not easy mix with impatient of getting good way out ...social problems always part of daily life .But look ...a street singer who come around the bus ,asking money with lousy words saying threatening tone telling these passengers that he just got out from jail ..then coming around asking money with a razor blade ..it's such crime..look at the reddish eyes ,rude words and menacing gesture ...Fin would pray silently for not showing any fear at coming across such one...being calm and firm is better mean to face that typ

In the circle and mechanism of time ,life is such short or long fragments.Sweet and bitter memories come along with future and present days ,mingle in fear and hopes . Screams ...how.could a shy quiet teenage of fifteen able that time to shout out loud till the limit voice can reach ...? She was a forgotten child of her mother and her mom fave girl always her sister Vinny . Vinny was always luck in every means.Always the best at her class almost each year from primary to secondary and high school,active at several organization and popular .She was smart intelligent funny maybe everyone like her including boys ..she was pretty and slim .full stop. What to do .Life should go on .There would be things to do to fight to get to conquer if possible. Fin was a bookworm.A daydreamer. Books teach ones to fight isn't it .Fin was about fifteen when that horrible experience occured .She was about to be accompanied by her dad as always to come back to her religion school but her dad had som

Yordan will be his next destination before America .It was long before America banned tourist with middle east names .After going Hajj and did some more businesses there were a few states he would visit .Trade and business ways seem to most people as road to richness..and it really is .They who really dream and fight maybe achieve a top line in their class with struggle and so so .AbdulMalik began his small trade by bringing and taking goods each year he pilgrims .He took goods from mid east then sold them with higher profit in lndonesia and vice versa ,taking goods from lndonesia to mid east which having much higher price ..at first stage he could cover all the ticket fee to go and fro abroad then when the trade ran well he got higher and higher benefits so from time to time he saved money till he was able to build a factory.He was proud each time telling Fin how he reached that level become a factory owner ." I did try several kinds of business..buying second hand cars, had th

It was morning ..the day was still young but the city was not like as usual as the road were rare and there were only a few people walking along the road .Weeks before the eclipse happened,all medias announced that there would be eclipse that happens only once in a hundred years..and it was hazardous to see the eclipse straightly since it can cause blindness.People can see through something...a sunglass or through water ,Fin didn't recall precisely,all she remembered was what happened to her when she walked along the pavement.She believed that it was not necessarily fear too much to go out ,as along as keeping the important point to not looking at the sky where the eclipse was there ...it is one of nature phenomenon. Well ,that would be rare views when you know it was total dark for some moments at daytime when it's normally clear..Experts from all over the world came to observe..it was really important time for everyone then.Fin walked straightly ..her eyes were wet ..and she began