“I don't have an actual personality.'Multiple times, on many occasions, different people have said it.They've said that I don't have a personality. What does that mean? is it true? maybe. I mean, if you look at my past records.I've done some things that I never knew I could do. As soon as the people watching my children confirmed that they were dead, I just let go.Did I love Eva?, what would she say if she knew all the things I've done? And would I even defend myself? What about Ivan, he would probably call me a hypocrite. My actions must be justifiable, I need to justify them, or not.The people I killed, yes, killing is just a means to an end. But the orphanage, I killed those children because I wanted to know how it feels to be the worst criminal. Was I right, no, my parents decide what is right or wrong for these people, that does not apply to me.What about those ladies I raped, in my defense, all of them were in my black book... still. *sigh* Ahh! Guilt is the most useless fe
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