Tim believed that life is life ..time passed and will go on till end .The rest of your life is the matter of what you plan to do from now on.How to make the 30 years of yours ahead to be happy .That's simple ...by trying hard to change when you want to alter something about yourself or someone you care about..Yes .. everything will be gone swallowed up by uncertainty and death ..but every minutes is count..Well, John Lennon was a legend.He said he could not live without Yoko..then he died long before his beloved wife ...Fin wondered..is human destiny cling to what the brain tell ? Does our intention effect what would happen in the future?It seems so .He had incredible fame as musician...Went to lndia to learn spiritual matters.One gave him expression of big praise that he was " a writer from the dark universe"Yah ,his words are full of mystery..you can say that. One day an insane admirer just shot him dead .The killer had been punished all his life.. behind the prison he sa
The second meeting at .. Hotel? Tim asked her to meet her there ? Wait..but ..All the questions of possiblity and impossibility whirled on her head .Beating heart..fast ..did he .. ? The meeting was at 6 pm..she should calculate..the best is on time ..She picked her batik ..the fabric was a bit shiny as it was new..dark blue with yellow traditional motives on it ..the skirt was similar with some buttons in the middle.it was long sleeves top ...she touched the fabric for a second and looking at herself on the mirror.Suddenly a feeling of guilty crept inside ..that material was one production of AbdulMalik batik factory.Maybe he would kill her right at the moment..she was wearing something that he product himself and she used it for a meeting with a young man...but..She believed that Tim would like feminine type ..and you know ..if you like a man you desire to show him that feminine side ..since woman love seeing manliness..His hairy chest that he showed intentionally opened the
You should realize that you need to mend something for better within yourself..Bida changed ..after she got managed to get a job.Not only Fin ,Vinny also thought so .She suddenly thirsty..so she pour some water from the jug made of clay ..the smell was so sweet and ancient..long ago people used this kind of jug for putting and saving the drinking water ..the word platonic love still whirled in her mind.She remembered Kahlil Gibran the Lybanist famous poet who had long distance lover in Egypt named May Ziadah..they loved each other,wrote each other letters but never met in person.He didn't want to..he said better that way because mountains look beautiful from a far ...Is platonic love more wonderful than ...she sighed...and shrugged her shoulders.Bida was raised by grandma .She grew up in ..a village with her elder brothers..her grandma spoiled her but the eldest brother on the opposite..he treated her hard and fierce ..that contrast treatment might like hot water pour into a glas
With blooming flower around the garden .The fountain water was in the middle altogether with a few wooden well furnished gazebos around it .. Vida took out some crackers from her bag while Vin walking there with long steps ,two fruity juice in both of hee her hands .She sat next to Vid who was watching the children play on the playground in front of the public park.,I think I know now for sure why many relationship faded away .. devastated, withers, deteriorating..cause at first stage both used ethics yet. Saying sorry ..then you may be right ..l was wrong ....after that both demanding it that way which turn to push each other .. those statements become so dear ..where then the self actualization..self fulfillment.." "Bad and good things repeating..both play in both minds..there something irrational in love but love isn't ratio , neither nor logic..you are jealous of his past or vice versa.. simplicity is luxury now..where people seem more mobile ...is it easy to find someone you w
Memories is like wine .the older the sweeter.Who said it? Aryadipa,maybe he quoted a writer or singer ,but one thing for sure ,it's said by someone who drink wine .For one who never drink it will say it's bitter ..well whatever,he made analogy of , anything happened in the past can be sweet and it always be kept in mind..it's like hidden treasures which is so precious..what about bad experience.. something that you want to forget..it's a relief that it had happened..not in your present time .The last lunch with Tim at the cafe left a bit distracted memory of a beautiful relationship.Both Fin and Tim had such unhappy childhood..a wished to commit suicidal act at teenage..means it's big fight to go through while both were able to carry on their maturity phase .That hard struggle if the past usually leave mark of hard and firm character in personality.Anyone who got hardship in the past ...yes ,will be hard too in coping their social life ..but strangely ,the ones with sort of spoili
Was life easier centuries ago?No,but wait ,in what way..before telephone, electricity,fast transportation, peoples communicate by doing long distance journey to carry out news ..telegraph was faster than letters ..were invented ...farming tools... things all done by cows , buffalos, horses,.woman milking the cows..keeping all their things in the barn..ones can fancy that kind of life on cowboy movies ..but till now there is always villages who still untouched by modern life where cars , factories , university available and people bring about hectic life ...life never easy .It's a challenge to survive in various way.Since evil born and will be always grow..Life always never that easy ..only change the form but the color is the same .say ..What is feminism anyway ., nowadays women work at offices or doing enterprisers,did women long ago did it , before the term of feminism term mentioned? Women at that time also worked..only in different way..See the youngsters.. after graduated fr
Finara missed Tim .where are you now ? That's Michael Bolton wrote in his song .Each time she missed him she play the CD player of Michael Bolton.His face resembled him a lot .His face shape..wavy hair..sharp romantic blue eyes with the thick manly eyebrows.. handsome chin ..only the mouth different..Tim got sensous thick mouth so Fin consider him that he was even more handsome than Michael Bolton or David Copperfield..Henny said so..the ticket movie girl said so..the course marketing manager said so ...even at the first day Fin asked him .."ls there any handsome teacher here ? A good looking teacher can motivate so well for students to learn hard and happily.." He said," There is ...very handsome one ..name his name is Tim "" Really?"" Yes ..even..you know Gina the tv broadcaster ? "" Yeah I know..the daughter of the movie star ..Turkish and lndonesia mix ..she is pretty..why ?" " She chases him ..but Tim rejected her" " Waw ..he must be having lots of admirers" Soo...look .
Sometimes Praga feel that body is a miniature of inferno..Any junk food one consume give effect and desease come after that .Any negativity in mind create stress n again desease after.Any unhappy marriage..lousy environment..bad relationship at work or family.. Even physical contact,in bad family relationship will be nomore enjoyment ...All the prob trapped in mind and body...Then sickness must pay all ....So...what .... meditate.smile...healthy food ...kindness...yes...that's how to do in encountering n dealing with all that.He has work link to make his life go on ..with the ladies, orders from celebs ,and art dealer.This last mentioned party who made him like now . Abundant of money and admirers . Girls are so easy to get.Everything he want as well.Then what now.Some ladies were crazy about his look ..they think he was hot ,with the tighten long hair , sleeve less t shirt and sometimes without a few days no bathing ..it's strange.he does it not to be look sexy or something