XCIII.I Parity
Author: MokouFriedChicken
last update Last Updated: 2021-11-09 17:00:40
Loss is something that I was supposed to be deeply intimate with. The loss of innocence. The loss of dreams. I think I've lost a lot of things that make life look better for most people. Happiness was probably one of them? But it's probably more on the fact that I've gained a deeper understanding of how the world really worked that forced me to shed my naive belief that I can do anything if I really wanted to. There were just some things that's impossible to do with a single lifetime depending on the circumstances of one's birth. I didn't become a millionaire, I never managed to get laid, and I certainly didn't think I'd ever live a quiet life with no worries. Meanwhile, my more fortunate peers all look like they have their life sorted out for them already.

Direction... Purpose... An actual goal to strive for...

I had none of these things.

And thus
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